the tune of happiness

2006-05-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

MOVED! (:

http://-flywithme.blogspot.com

email me at
lurvely_pink@hotmail.com
if you want my password (:
hahah. dont want uncessary people
reading my blog.
it irks me.
(i know i should change my
email add too. lol
SOON alright. )

2006-04-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

reluctantly,
i gave dinner at nobel house
a miss today ):
i'm sorry i miss the family gathering):
i really wasnt well
but the pain that i experience
was impalpable and has
taken its toll.

but at least i had
my little sunshine
to perk me up! (:
and the conversation with
my bimbo and surya
made me smile (:

i'll be going for a body check up
tomorrow, xrays and all
that shate.
cause the pain is

i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
anyway, i loveeee the tag you tagged on my board
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
HAHAHAHA
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
u mean the GOOD ENGLISH THING?
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
yea
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
it made me smile
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
ur enligsh's really GOOD you know
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
but so untrue!
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
u should go for ESSAY writing competition
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
HAHAH
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
i'll get last okay!
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
AYE! i not kidding. SERIOUS.
SCOOBY BOOBY DOO! says:
veryvery nice
i lost my wing, may i borrow yours? says:
stop flattering me okay!

HAHAH. HOW FLATTERING.
thanks little sunshine (:

I'M GONNA MEET UP
WITH MY BIMBO! XD

my smilegivers;
they make me forget about the pain
inflicting in me! (:

save me from this
plight of hell,
take me to haven

2006-04-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS

YOKEWAN: OH YES OF COURSE I LOVEEE YOU! (:

BANGBANG: you ARE mean. hahah.

CAIYAN: HAHAH. love my talking? dont bluff! hahah. i miss to you too. yea, i promise i'll make a trip back when ever im free. (:

someone: hahah. where or whom did you get that piece of ridiculous information from? lol.

VANESSA: hahah. they are merely flattering me! im not pretty okay! really, im not lying. and im not decieving myself! lol.

anonymous: http://s13.bitefight.es/bite/c.php?uid=37747, hmm?

minn: I MISS YOU TOO BIM! ): I'VE GOT LOTS TO TELL YOU!

passerbye: hahah. sure thats alright. girls' school? you're not from my school right? lol so what did you hear about me?

hyona(: yea! i loveeee MALTESERS !

`da: hahah. who are you? lol. eeyer im not pretty, really. there are other much prettier girls! where did you see me anyway?

hyona!: HAHAH. THATS FO FLATTERING. it made me smile "OH GOD. LIMBA ur english SO ROCKS can! ((: " hahah. flattering yet so untrue! lol

BESTFRIEND: i wanna get well soon too! loveeeeeee you over the rainbow!

bangbang: DONT BE SO PETTY BANGBANG! SMILE! (:

2006-04-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

seven random facts about me;
#1. i'm straight. HA HA HA
#2. i love God
#3. i adore a certain o*
#4. i loveee shopping
#5. i loveee parties
#6. i loveee maltesser
#7. i love the other two trio madness

celebrity crushes
erm aaron carter?
that was in the past. lol

seven qualities i want in a potential boyfriend;
havent i already answered this before? lol
#1. charisma
#2. sense of humour
#3. intriguing, good personality
#4. virtuosity
#5. chivalry
#6. style
#7. speak well!

seven things that scares me
#1. INSECTS! totally freak me out
#2. losing my loved ones
#3. my future
#4. i'll tell you about it soon
#5. ll
#6. ll
#7. ll

seven random songs at the moment;
#1. tiger illy
#2. how did i fall in love with you
#3. crawling back to you
#4. when you believe
#5. superwoman
*looks at trio madness
#6. in Christ alone
#7. rock your body

seven things i like the most;
#1. rich cheese cakes
#2. rich boyfriends
#3. shopping sprees
#4. clothes
#5. MUSIC; my trombone
#6. parties
#7. friends; the know who they are, dont they?
(okay this is so andrew's line. sorry i stole it)

seven things i plan to do before i die;
#1. shop till i drop
#2. travel
#3. flyy HAHAH
#4. become an english teacher
i wishhh!
#5. become a maths teacher
#6. remain a virgin. HAHAH
really okay!
#7. have plenty of sexy heels

seven things i say the most;
#1. i lovee yokewan over the rainbow
i really do!
#2. i lovee tongtong over the rainbow
#3. i lovee hyona over the rainbow
#4. heyy gorgeous
#5. thats awesome
#6. OMG (i over use thsi word)
#7. it's like OMG? lol

seven people i want to do this too;
#1. TONGTONG (:
#2. BANGBANG
#3. AMANDA TAN JIAJING (:
#4. CAI CAIYAN (:
#5. AUDREY (:
#6. HORNY HYONA
#7. BRANDON?
lol do you still visit my blog?

2006-04-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

MONDAY.
i had a hard time
having a good night rest.
my chest hurt so much
that it woke me up from my sleep
numorous times.

i kept drowning myself with
water each time the pain arise.
thinking that it's just
some gastric problem
inflicting in my body yet again.

15 mins before my
my alarm clock sounded,
the pain woke me up yet again.
i clutch on my knees
as i clutch my hand onto my chest;
hoping the pain would go away.

at 6:00am,
my alarm clock sounded,
i drag myself out of bed
despite the pain that was
almost killing me.

then i remembered my appointment
with bangbang and the surprise
appearance that i had planned for
surya. i withstand the pain
and went ahead to brushed
my teeth, thinking it'll all be alright.

afterwhich, as i made my
way back to my room to get
my towel,
i fell onto my knees that instant.
disappointed at the almost
unbearable pain arising in me,
choking me, growing even
more stiff each time.

i dragged my legs to my mum's room
and told her. guess what,
she was so tired,
she had almost no reaction
to what i said.

i made my way back to my room,
hugging my pillow to ease the pain.
i could hardly breath,
reluctantly i told myself
i had to say no to school today ):

no school = no tongtong +
no yokewan + no stupid bangbang
+ no surya ): life = boring ):

mum then brought me to
consult a chinese physician
in the evening.
why not a weatern doctor,
you may ask.
because i dint want to go through
xray and all those stupid stuff again.

i dont wanna say what's wrong with me,
in case of stalkers *hint. lol
close friends would know in detail (:

i miss my section

2006-04-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

i miss my awesome sec two life.
the conversation i had with
clovis yesterday brings back
sweet, sour, bitter and fun memories.

anyway. i just got to know
that theres chi test tmr!
uh no. i havent studied.
i thought it was KE WAI.
but its KE NEI. ):
omG, please bless me.

i miss my bimbo ):
i miss my section ):
i love my little nugroho sunshine(:
i love sallymark + vivyan;
without them, sch would be
sooooo boringg (:

clovis is going to take me to club! (:

reply to tags;

BANGBANG: YOU'RE SO MEAN! know you like my class. HAHAH.

hyona!: YAYYY! JELLYBEANS CRAZE! (:

VANESSA: HAHAH. they call for fun. snow white is pretty and fair, I'M NOT. really. lol (:

YOKEWAN: YAY. i love you bestfriend!

passerbye: lol. which school are you from? care to leave your name behind? yea, i like the song too (:

VIVYAN: I LOVEEEE YOU OVER THE RAINBOW, VIVYAN! lol. NO VIVYAN + NO YOKEWAN; school = BORING ):
GOT VIVYAN + NO YOKEWAN;
and
NO VIVYAN + YOKEWAN;
school = INCOMPLETE
FAITH + VIVYAN + YOKEWAN
(according to height!! hahaha!)
* looks at vivyan.
= TRIO MADNESS. HAHAH!

CAIYAN: I MISS YOU TOO! ): EEYER! dont call me ma'am faith! i'm now your friend, not your ma'am okays. i loveeee you too, beloved junior! must listen to jing er okays (:

HUR. you're so mean! you mean i talk a lot lah. i think i bore you too much by talking okays. hahah. but i didnt wanna tire you girls out.yea, gear yourself up for sweden! do the band proud okays. you have the best tone amongst the lower sec. KEEP IT UP! i'm proud of your achievement. (:

nad: hahah. which is what? lol. which nad are you? nadirah? (:

2006-04-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

assembly today was HILARIOUS.
all thanks to the buffoon
AMANDA LEE HUI WEN!
anyway, i'm straight okay, gamma!
thats no doubt, i'm absolutely straight.

amanda arouse the crowd by passing some
ridiculous message saying-
ELEANOR WANTS TO
EAT YOUR BABIES.
think of the sene,
*eleanor eating babies.
with her cutleries.
HAHAHA
its hilarious okay!

anyway, today mr lee
mistook me for ELEANOR!
omg, gave me hella shock of my life!
i was drafting a note for SURYA
and he went like
"eleanor, eleanor! what were
you saying earlier?"
me: *head down, writing note for
my little sunshine.
mr lee: "eleanor?"
class: MR LEE! hahah. eleanor is in 4/8!
me: *looks up
mr lee: *looking at my direction
me: OMG.
mr lee: OH CHRISTINE FAITH RIGHT?
YOU'RE CHRISTINE FAITH! sorry
*pats head* what were you
saying just now?
class: some burst out laughing
me: *was taken aback

OMG SO SCARRY OKAY!
it's a far cry please,
i dont look a single bit like eleanor!

anyway, today's the last day for band.
i have officially step down
from my duties. ):
i'm so gonna miss like so many people.
like and esp MY SECTION
+ wonderwall
+ NUGROHO ):

and
if you havent alr realised,
its APRIL FOOL!
hahah.

i know i have reliterated this
many times but still;
i just wanna say that
i really loveee my section a lot!

this post has been painted GREEN,
spcially for NUGROHO (:

2006-03-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

i'm going back to school tmr! (:
no more sore eyes.
i missed band today ):

anway, bear joined me for the last
few mins of social studies.
knowing that i was sick,
she attempted to write me a note.
and before she did so,
she asked "are you spastic or retarded?"
it was so hilarious!
so i started giggling to myself.

it was as if your friend rosemary (HAHAH!)
ask you (tulipmary)
are you rosemary or tulipmary?
lol.

anyway, i was very very touched
by a few people by their get well texts.
went to aunt's house while waiting
for mum to pick me up
(sis took my house key
and so i cant get home)
on my way there,
i had to see of all people,
ISSAC AND CLIQUE!

i was like omg! *hides my face*
of all time, they have to
see me in a state like that.
i was looking damn screwed.
omg ):

tim saw me first and he shouted
"FAITH!"
i was damn embarrassed cause
everyone turned to look.
"SNOW WHITE!"cal exclaimed.
then issac asked what happened to me.
sore eyes, i replied.
"you're looking gawdamn fair, btw."
me: "thanks *sarcasticly"

but anyway,
i wanna thank
BESTFRIEND,
VIVYAN,
YOGES, my RETARDED
ISSAC
TIM,
WEIJUN,
and CAL
for all your well wishes SMSes.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:

2006-03-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS

SURYA!: yea, like real. dont lie okay! lol. JELLYBEANS!!! (:

minnn: MY BIMBO!!! hahah. i'll pur OUR face. (: dont thank me alright, i'll do much much more for you! yes, i wont forget that. you're down with me for life! i lovee you over the rainbow, bimbo!

BANGBANG: I AM OKAY! you just dont happen to see the inner me. stupid bangbang. handsome bangbang, await for your pictures!

VANESSA: HUH which girl? lol. i'm not fair, really. lol. (:

TESSA: PRETTY PRETTY GIRL! yea, just tag on anyone, preferably CBOX (:

AUDREY: huh what trouble? lol

CAIYAN: work hard for sweden sweets! let me know if you need my help alright. lovee you too! (:

JASMINE: YOU LOUSY LOUSY. there ISN'T okay! NO NO NO! TROMBONIST ARE BETTER BTW. lol

2006-03-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

at bestfriend's house right now,
going for her sis' birthday party later.
i love bestfriend. (:

ONE, TU, TREE, FOR, FIVBE,
SISHX SRAVWERN EGG!

HAHAHAH!
does it ring a bell?

2006-03-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

i had a dream that day.
the familiar feeling of being in love
sank inside my undecisive heart.
this sensation robbed me of speech.
it was two days later that i saw you again

upon seeing you,
the memories gushed back,
spilling over me like water
from an overflowing sink.

was out with mum today,
to check out some stuff.
and on our way home,
i passed by the eatery where
we first had dinner together.
everything single thing we went
through together brought
back memories and feelings.
i dont want to have to go through that again.

why did seeing you had to be so tough?
are you back to put me through
yet another round of shate?

Baby I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like
you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be
together forever

Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and
I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in,
you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie(2x)

As time goes by,
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let your feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

No way, no how
I'll make you cry

omg this song freaking reminds me of you.

and ian has got me addicted to against all odds
REPLY TO TAGS:

jingxi: jingxi! hahah. thanks for dropping by (:

O I L-: I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!

[CBOX]

AUDREY: hahah. audrey you're damn thick skin! but i happen to love thick skin people i like SURYA. HAHAH.

ANON: hey. lol. thanks! i feel flattered.

SURYA(: YOU'RE MY LITTLE SUNSHINE!

JINGXI: its okay, its pardonable (: not to worry alright. thanks, it was a pity you couldn't perform with us. ):

YOKEWAN: i should be apologising, bestfriend, NOT YOU! i'm the one who always PMS and get irritated so easily. I MISS YOU DAMN BADLY, BESFRIEND ):

BANGBANG: i didnt take because i was...... too shy? lol.
[17MARCH]
i will post them up SOON, turst me!

tessa(: hello tessa! okay, pretty girl!

O I L-: i missed you too, oil! how was nz man. i wanna go too! you shouldnt have bought so much stuff for me. thanks so much anyway. loveeee you too! (:
[17march]
HAHAH. who said i didnt want you? and it doesnt matter even if i didnt. cause there are many others who would take you in right?

ANON: HAHAH! are you serious about improving your English by reading my blog? hahah. you're flattering me, really. my English aint that fabulous. i've got lots to work on, thanks anyway! (:

passerbye: OMG, NOOOOO, i'm NOT! lol. what makes you say so? anyway, are you really just a passer-by? if not, reply okay! hahah (:

YOGES: okay, KKJ! (:

2006-03-18T02:23:00.000+08:00

PS: you're walking out on me
me: no i'm not
PS: sure you are
me: i'm going out! i need to get ready
PS: why are you going out?
me: i have a date (: lol
PS: with who>, your boyfriend?
me: with someone special (:

and that someone special is MY BIMBO.
it's got to be her! (:
i loveeeeee my bimbo over
the most colourful rainbow. =D
she's the brightest star in my sky

meet bim at raffles city.
her eyes were tender and puffy
from all the crying she had went through.
at that very instant
i thought of chastising molly
and question him about
what he had done to my bimbo.

but i'm glad we bid our goodbyes
on a lighter note.
we ended up talking about
who'd get marrided first,
by letting a game of
'sissors paper stone' decide!
lol. and guess who's getting married first?
CERTAINLY MY BIMBO!
(i dont wanna get married. hahah
my mum told me something,
bimbo knows what that is (: )

alright, i need to turn in, goodnight!

bimbo, i loveeeeeeeeeeeee you
you're the brightest star in my sky

2006-03-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

stairway to heaven soundtrack
is entertaining me
while i'm drafting this post. (:
i think the singer is marvellous.

though i do not understand the lyrics
of the song as they're in korean,
i can instinctive feel the sadness
in the tone of his voice and
the way he could carry this out.
not many singers can do that.

anyway, SHOPPING SPREE
with bestfriend and viv! (:
i lovee them over the rainbow.
went to zaraS, mango, falsh&splash
ROXY SALES!
lol. but i didn't get anything
except for something i dont wanna
mention what becasue some irritants
visit my blog. POUSERS.
totally irk me to the ultimate core.

poon bought pumps, lol
damn funny. ask me for details.
OIL i know you'll wanna be first to know.
yea, saw xiu fu xiang and some
neighbourhood sch girl who was with him.

we started off from taka;
where poon and viv got their tops
from zara, i didn't see anything that i like.
then to wisma;
to topshop, surfbabe(ROXY SALES) and fcuk
nothing nice ): i dont like this season of
clothes nothing seem to please thy eye. lol

went to pacific plaza
*WARNING; this post IS boring.
cause im basically updating for
the sake of updating,
just for yokewan, HYONA,
bangbang and viv
as well as the constant readers (:

then to FAR EAST!
pluck eyebrow-
i was like laughing to myself
when the lady did the job for me.
she must have thought that i was
insane. viv and poon were lauhgin like
madness outside like SO LOUDLY?
i couldnt help but giggle too.

we headed to john little after that
to buy SEXY UNDIES (:
didnt buy any cause we were running
out of time + lazy to queue.

and finally PLAZA SING,
FLASH&SPLASH which reminds me of
*AHEM (: lol.
nothing i fancied.
took neos, one of the photo was hilarious!
it was then that i understood why
people tell me i can stare damn well.
HAHAH.

before we bid our goodbyes,
guess who i saw. omggg
I SAW LJJ.
OMG! its been 3 years since we last met.
he's better looking now. lol.
i was too shy to say hi so i called
instead and he said i dao him.
he didnt even recognise me,
not bad what.
sis said i should have said hi,
that way he could see me.
haiya but anyway,
those happenings were 2 years back,
my goes on with fond memories. (:

conversation with
YOKEWAN, HYONA and VIV
was HILARIOUS!!!
sis was pissed at me for laughing
so hard to the silly screen.
but it was seriously HILARIOUS.
OMG. HAHAH!

i'm gonna meet my bimbo tmr. (:

2006-03-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

CLICK TO VIEW

POLKA! III (:
my last concert,
my pathetic solo
+ my wonderful band
and fabulous section.

music was good,
guess we ejoyed ourselves
though i bet there were people
who slept during american ed.

my lips were tired after the rehearsal
everyone else had their break except for
wai sum and i in the section,
and we our lips were both tired.
thank God i was much better after the break.

first half was good but i screwed up
my solo. i'm soo sorrryyyy ):
it feels awful.
anyway talking about feeling awful,
jasmine was so poor thing okayy!
she was running a temperature
and she was really unwell.

my eyes were out on stalks when
i saw her which was after first half,
getting ready for performance with choir
i actually thought that she was crying.
and so i bent down to ask her if she
was okay and then i found out that
she was down with fever.
she look damn weak.

i felt her head and it was indeed warm.
then she wanted me to fan her!
not bad what, treat me like her maid huh
so mean.
not bad what.

loe and qien's bumble bee was AWESOME!
it was a shame i didnt get to see it
but was fortunate enough
to have seen it during band prac.
i heard it, today however.

SURYA didnt talk much to me today ):
cause she was afraid someone* might get angry
lke wth. so ridiculous can!
immature buddy of hers. *shakes head
surya, you're damn mean to me! ):
ME NO LOVE YOU ):
cause you always make me so sad!

i saw bangbang today (:
happy camping, bangbang.

SPORTS DAY! -carolineeeee! (:

she was distributing

THIS- the PAPER, not amanda lee's hand.

and this! i like, nice to FAN. HAHHA!

this is MY FELLOW LIM!

she showed no mercy to her competitors, she literally flew for her relays! she might wanna thank MILO for that. HAHHA

i'm tired, probably more pictures tmr. (:
something i've taken notice of during sports day-
jasmine's legs are really slender
and hairless. damn nice okay!

you offered me your hand,
and i took it in mine.
that alone was good enough for me (:

2006-03-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

OMG*screammmmss!
this is so INFURITATING.
the feeling that i felt deep within
was impalpable.
it was a mixed feeling of
disappointment, betrayal,
sadness, and anger.

she was still so adamant even after i replied
that the prank was by me.
i was in SCHOOL!
c'mon, how was i to play a prank?
i'm busy with POLKA! III
and no time for any prank calling alright?!
oh, PARDON ME FOR BREATHING!
what prove do you have?and who are you to make mecarry the can for something
i'm absolutely innocent for?
it's so absurd!

and i'm not drafting this post
to bandy words with you.
how many umpteen times would you
need to me to repeat myself that
I'M NOT THE ONE!
so what if the laughter resembles mine?
it's all about mutual trust;
thats all i've got to say.

i dont owe anyone a living

2006-03-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed right now.
i seriously think that my sis is too much.
she's the elder one and yet i'm ALWAYS
giving in to her like 90% of the time.
like when will she learn to grow up
and the concepts of life?
and i pray for the day that she'll
BE more matured in her thinking.

sports day tmr.
i dont feel like going.
sis irritates me,
*******irritates me sometimes too.
but YOU* make me smile. (:

LIMBAlovessSURYA!

2006-03-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

sugarsugar;
you make me wanna fly

i adore you

2006-03-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

OIL, I'M BLOGGING RIGHT NOW FOR YOU OKAY?
feels good to be blogging again.

HOWEVER,
i'm so pissed right now,
i cross my heart i feel like crying.
i dont know what the hell is this
particular person trying to do.
such an incorigible creep.

i'm breaking down into tears;
i've been very disturbed
by the rumours that have
been going round.
rumours, twisted malicious rumours.
i wanna dwell in this matter no more,
i want to let this matter rest.
hopefully tmr will be a brand NEW start.

LIMBA LOVES SURYA.
I LOVE YOU TOO, OIL.
i'm not taking you on a ride in
a carousel anymore okay (:

i love my BIMBO.
you light up my life, babe.
molly* loves you!
but i love you EVEN more.
you're MAGNIFICIENT, bestfriend!

REPLY TO TAGS:

PS, thanks to all who have been tagging so often. i appreciate that esp CAIYAN, SURYA and OILLLLL! i love love love you all. sorry for the late reply.

BANGBANG: BANGBANG! LIMBA'S DAMN SAD. ): anyway, please take good care of yourself okay? will you be running for sports day? I USE MY MOUTH TO PLAY MY TROMBONE! i love my trombone, i love my trombone section, i love band, i love bangbang too

O I L-: busy to come online, oil. besides, it only makes me even more pissed. call me instead k? loveyou.
2nd reply(28feb): I'M REPLYING RIGHT NOW RIGHT.
1march: updated for YOUR sake. (: i know you love me even more right now. HAHAH.
2march: what nonsenseee. i'm NOT faith di limba okay. you did the same for me (: iloveyouheaps

BANGBANG: hurry get started! im waiting for the BOOK and PIECE.

CAIYAN: MY BELOVED LITTLE SUNSHINE! FAITH LOVES CAIYAN MANYMANY too! yay, yes indeed, WE LOVE BAND. i will miss you too okay ):
2nd tag(26feb): sorry about my absence. i was sick. i missed you MANY MANY. section lunch after sports day k? loves
(28feb): PUNCH PUNCH PUNCH! you make band prac more exciting for me! LIMBA LOVES YOU.

=D: hahah. hello. how'd you find your way here? hmm. are you a sec one junior of mine? (:

YOKEWAN: take good care of yourself love. im so pissed with you know who. love you anyway.

SURYA(: I WILL MISS YOU EVEN MORE! i'm looking forward to out STUDYDATE (: YAYNESS. we'll meet even after i step down k? as much as i'm reluctant to leave you girls, making a choice not to step down isnt my decision to make however.
2nd tag(27feb): I'M GLAD SAW YOU TOO!
1march: many many pictures with you yea? unforgettable MEMORIES (: i love you like so MUCH lah/

AUDREY: i took, but it wasnt clear.

lyn: chao ah lyn. i'm not chao limba okay? i'm FAITH LIMBA. i know its unique, thats why i'm putting it up for a fashion show okay? UNIQUE yet HILARIOUS.

ANONYMOUS: heyy. not exactly closing. (: why, are you hoping for me to close my blog? lol

chel: (:

JOANNE: HELLO JOANNE! jasmine is NOT my beloved k, CAIYAN is MY beloved, you kukujiao! thanks for constantly reading my blog, contributing to my hit counter hitting at that rate. i feel honoured. hahah. I READ YOUR BLOG TOO (:

ANON: are you the same person as anonymous? hahah. i'm not exactly closign my blog, just stopped blogging. sorry to all who faithfully reads my blog though. (:

ILOVEYOU,OIL

2006-02-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

AUDREY: hello love (:

BANGBANG: GOOD GIRL (: i'm so proud of you (: I PLAY? WHAT DO I USE TO PLAY? MY HANDS AND FEETS? hahah. i'm not as talented as you okay. who says it isn't possible? ANYTHING can happen if you just BELIEVE. hahah. you're not mozart, of that i'm aware. you're miss BANGBANG. HAHAH. he's indeed crazy, crazily talented!

AUDREY: yes, i i'll stop telling you that she's cute. hahah. (: she's really very cute okay! and i didnt CCHANNNT okay! i merely repeated myself more than once. HAHAH.

JingXi: JINGXI!!! =D i miss you a lot too! and i'm gonna miss you even more when i step down from band. ): remember to take a picture with me on POLKA! III okay? many many loves.

CBOX reply

grazce: GRACEEEEE!!!! hahah. you're GRACE! the very well respected former assistant band major of mine! (: i read your blog the other day, but i didnt tag. HAHAH. sorry. been hearing quite a lot about you from your sis. your sis is NICE like you! COME BACK MORE OFTEN OKAY? didn't get to talk to you last week. ): LOVE YOU TOO! (:

garfield: yess. for your sake and SURYA's sake i got cbox. hahah. i don't like bearings ):

BANGBANG!: how's your composition coming along?

CAIYAN: MY MOST BELOVED JUNIOR! (: i love you just as much and you know that too right? FAITH LOVES CAIYAN HEAPS. i will miss you girls too )': continue to work hard. i'm proud of you!

SURYA(: i don't want to step down either. ): i mena, i'll miss you girls like SO SO SO MUCH! other than my section, you're one of the junior i'm gonna miss a lot too! ):

AUDREY: i took! not clear. i'll steal her paper again. hahah. I WANNA STEAL YOURS TOO!!!

lyn: CHAO AH LYN. it was unique that's why i had to share it with my fellow readers right? it's unique and HILARIOUS. HAHAH!!! limba's not an ass ):

CAIYAN: I was hoping i'd see you in school today, but i didn't ): i miss you too ): and i'll miss you even more after i step down when i'll get to see even lesser of you ): sorry about my absence. didnt wai sum tell you girls why i was absent? i'llamke it up to you girls this sat okay? LOVE you heaps. check out our section blog! (:

2006-02-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

hello all.
this would probably mark my last post.
and i'll bid goodbye to my blog too.
but i'll still reply the tags if there
are any. (:

you may think that it's abstruse
to put a halt to all the entries
at this present moment.

well, the main reason why
i'm doing this is because
i'm getting really irritated.
this particular person,
not to mention who* has been
constantly reading my blog,
and draft her post the way i would.

and i wasn't oblivious about this fact
in the past. i was well aware of it
but i didnt breath a word
because i thought i was being paranoid.
but reality now proves otherwise.
it's pretty obvious.
i dont blog with words and
sentences like: " i finish my hw liao,
lehx, lor, mah, ect. "
omg. it's serious damn annoying!

i am not trying to make a cavil here
but it's getting out of hand.
and theres no way i would say
something like "could you please
stop coming to my blog?"
right in her face.
i think this partivular person is
really being adacious.

to her, should you know who you are,
i do not know if you're doing it
deliberately or unknowningly,
anyhow, please show some respect for
me and have some dignity in yourself.

coming up is a something i
meant to blog about last week
however due to some internet
connection problems,
i wasn't able to blog
so i had it draft out on a piece of paper.

the rain made gentle tapping sounds
near the window as the dark sky began
to express it's anger through the
sudden down pour and the harsh
roudy roars of thunder.

I sat in my bedroom as the thought of
you struck me. the scene of the both of
us played in my mind as i wondered
how things could have turn out
should i have gone down today.

how we would run together for shelter
and you would take me to seek refuge
in somewhere cosy yet warm.
the way you stared at me as i glance
up the sky questioning when the sky
would run out of tears to cry
as you reassured yourself
with the phrase
"she's the one for me"

i shut my eyes for a brief few
seconds as i felt the cold
breeze swept pass my face.
i fluttered my eyes open when
you broke the peaceful slience
between us.

" i'm glad you came today"
you said with a smile. i returned
you a smile in asknowledgement.

as we drift away in our deep
conversation unknowingly.
my phone sounded as i recieved a text
from an alter ego of mine when we both
realised that the rain had almost
stopped and it was time for me to go.

"i think i have to make a move now"
i said reluctantly.
"yea, i think you should, can i send
you to the bus stop or where ever
you're heading to?"
i smiled and we both approached
the corridor as you ask "when will i be
able to see you again?"
with your eyes questioning mine.

i hesitated painfully for a fraction
of an instant

to be continued.

2006-02-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

i've just realised that my blogger pw
is still the date when we got together,
19 July '05.
think it's time i change it.

anyway, i think my blog has been
rather gloomy these few days,
i apologise about it.

on a lighter note,
i'll add some pictures and some memories
of the good times i had in school today.

my highlight of the day is CHEMISTRY!
i mean chemistry period.
i love fridays.
band on fri,
and less books to bring on friday (:

got back chem common test paper.
and PRAISE GOD, I PASSED!
its absurd but ever since term 3
last year, i havent passed a single test.
and YAY! i passed! (:
my tanjiajing got DISTINCTION!
i'm elated. thank God.
i wouldnt have did it without him.

anyway, amanda, dery and i were
laughing hysterically upon reading
ahem*'s answer to a particular question.
heres a glims of it

i'm aware that it's kinda blur. but this is only an overview of the paper. there's more to go. HURHUR

the question is, Give two properties of element T. ANSWER: It is a transition metal ? HAHAH. whats witht he question mark? lol! it's HILARIOUS okay! the answer actually became another question. how contradicting can that be?

unfortunately, there was another one, which i have YET to take a picture of. ahah. will do so soon. lol. if i were mr chan, i'd have a good time marking the papers.

i'm lazy to update already . more pictures to go (:

they are very proud despite the fact that we were being punished. whose to say we cant have fun when being punished? lol.
yokewan's completing her too(:

vivyan is doing likewise. where was i? i was taking pictures. HAHAH!

my bookshelf. (: it's actually not as neat as it seems. hahah keep scrolling down

HURHUR. i told you so. hahah.

i'll put somemore up soon (:

2006-02-23T19:16:00.000+08:00

i have yet another resolution this year
hahah though i know's it's already like feb.
but better late than never (:
and that is- not to talk bad about others(:
at times when i get so carried away
and though i'm speaking facts,
i also end up talking bad
about others unintentionally.
hence, this resolution is essential.

well, another thing is that i'm aware
of people mistaking me for a bimbo.
yes bimbo, not a bitch.
lyn's defination for bimbo is
high class and those who
can really stare and blink at people
real well? somewhere along that line.
anyway, i have to confess that-
i quite enjoy pretending to be a bimbo
when the occassion calls for it.
HAHAH.
nevertheless, i'm NOT one (:

16 more days before i
officially step down from band. ):
i'm so gonna miss my juniors ):
i'll miss
loe!
caicaicaicaicaicaiyan
laulau
malien
nahnah
anissa
surya
i man
jasmine
gloria
caroline
jing xi
tessa
monster.
i'm gonna miss running up the flight
of stairs so as to be on time for
band with sharon, vivyan, yokewan.

i'm gonna miss bernita and other
percussion members borrowing
the section tuner
to tune the timpany;

i'm gonna miss making fun of IMAN
and disturbing JASMINE;
i'll miss my slide's rubber hitting
euphonium section's chair
and they'll kinda adjust themselves.
i'll miss their tissue supplies during
band prac for my section *laughs

AND I'M SO GONNA MISS SECTIONALS
i'm gonna miss EVERY single one of them.
even the punishments we had to do.
the punishments we did TOGETHER.

BAND HAS BEEN MY LIFE
the thought of leaving band
and my juniors after having spent 4 years,
committing myself to this CCA.
it makes my heart sink having
all these memories rush back,
spilling over me like a water
from an overfowing sink.

the thought of 9 more practices
and 16 more days and then we'll
bid our FAREWELLS. ):
it tears my heart in
a way i cannot bare

to my section;
"as we go on, we remember all the times
we had together. and as our lives change
or whatever, we will still be
FRIENDS FOREVER"

2006-02-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
my apologies for not updating my blog
for quite sometime.
thnaks for your constant visits anyway (:
this week of school has been
more relaxing than usual (:
thank God. but i'm still tired. ):
monday was TANJIAYING's B'DAY!
YAY. happy sweet 16! =D
i'm lazy to update. i'll continue tmr.
i've got lodsa stuff to say. hahah

bestfriend(:
me, rah, joy(:

MY TANJIAYING. i mean TANJIAJINGGARFIELD
yokewan is looking for JOTUN!
yokewan's beloved JOOOTUN!

REPLY to TAGS;

[tagboard]

ISSAC: hahah. yea for a perios of time. manymnay complains about it. that's why i chnaged to cbox *stares at SURYA and JIAJING

hahah. happy valentine's day to you too, issac (: who was your date this year? some fairfield girl? HAHAH

SURYA!: LIMBA LOVES SURYA MANY MANY! =D surya took out braces but limba's got to bare with them still more. ): hows retainers?

u noe tat i love you: hahah. same to you. hahah. i had a date with the band (:

O I L- : nothing much (: i'm fine alright thanks. lovelove hahah. i know you're there for me. there in the backside. HAHAH. love you for that okays?

passerby: hey! that was very nice of you, thanks! (:

bangbang: BANGBANG should be in CAPS. anyhow, get done with music first. or why not you compose a song instead?

AUDREY: i miss ah choong. yea, two tag on the other one (: both will do actually. (: DREYY! she's damn cute!!

[cbox]

hyona!(: yeayea okay i know that suryaa (: for your sake i changed okay! be honoured!

ANON: heyy i love the song! thanks i've cheered up (: oh anyone will do(: i thought you guys migth prefer cbox as it's faster (:

O I L-: thanks oil. go call someone else your baby lah. don't anyhow call. hahah

AUDREY: at least can use right? hahah. drey i'm looking forward to the weekend! =D

YOKEWAN: BOTH, POON (:

bangbang: share your sorrows with me. meet me soon k? cheer up bangbang, i'm here for you! (:

2006-02-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

LIMBA IS SAD ):
limba is sad, really she is. ):

happy belated valentine's day.
thanks;
WONDERWALL
DREY
YOKEWAN
MANDA
VIVYAN
LYN
JING XI
JING ER
OIL
4/7
NEZ
JOEY
VIVIANA
BIMBO!
brandon
dianne
clare
and others whom i have left your name out. ): so sorry

limba wants to extend her gratitude
especially to oil who came all the way down
just to pass me the heart-shaped cake.
i was so very touched.

limba loves
wonderwall
yokewan
vivyan
drey
amanda
lyn
bimbo!
SURYA
MOST.

i feel like some physco,
a dark moon came over
me in school today.
teachers think i'm crushed by
the waterfall of emotions.
HAIYA. I'M PERFECTLY ALRIGHT.
NOT STRESSED!
i hope your concern wont be
in turn, pain for me
thanks teachers

2006-02-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

i was super high in school today!
i have no idea why,
it's probably due to lack of sleep.
or LUCI! well i ain't sure.

anyway, YOKEWAN was absent
she's running a temperature ):
speedy recovery, poon!
many many loves.

my tanjiaying taught me something new!
at first she was CHANTING
"some stop calling me a zebra"
i was thinking it was so absurb
hahah, why is amanda chanting
stop calling me a zebra?
has she gotten high like me?
or was she bestowed yet another name?
HAHAH. nvm.

as i said, i was HIGH
so i started laughing to myself
for no apparent reason.
well, thats limba
n matter what goes wrong,
laughter's her best medicine (:

okay, i'll get my point.
what amanda was actually chanting
WAS:
Stop: SODIUM
Calling: CALCIUM
Me: MAGNESIUM
A: ALUMINIUM
Zebra: ZINC

not bad whatxZXxx (omgggg HAHAH)
then she explained further,
I THINK LIMBA(orginally LILLY)
HATES CANDIES
(currently erm, mangosteen)
hahah. *winks at drey & jiaying

oh i FINALLY bought the right
toothbrush for my damn braces.
trust me when i say i hate braces.

tmr's VALENTINE'S DAY.
uh. i can't got out.
there's band. oh well.
anyway mama thinks i'm attached
to some ACS guy,
and when i say NO she claims that i'm
DENYING. what you want from me, mama?
and upon reaching home at this hour today,
she must be thinking that i went out
with her imaginary HIM
so as to make up for tmr.
what nonsense lah.

well im not jumping into conclusion
but i've been with her for the last
15, coming to 16 years i know more
or less what shes thinking.
any how, next year perhaps. (:
anyway i'm sure ah lyn wont want me
to go on a date with *ahem right?
hahah.
i got to get my presents ready now (:

OH befoer i forget,
I HAVE A NEW PET DOG!
not bad what.
my pet very high class okay,
carry handbag,
actually it's a bitch
(female dog, dont anyhow think)
i have a new pet named *******
i'll keep you in suspense (:

PS, TANJIAYING!
which tagboard you want me to change to?
which brand huh which brand?

2006-02-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

i'm elated! (:
i sold ALL my POLKA! III tickets!
YAY!!! praise GOD =D

to everyone!
COME COME COME SUPPORT ST MARGS BAND!
COME FOR OUR POLKA CONCERT
ON 11 MARCH'06
AT VCH TICKETS ARE GOING AT 15 BUCKS.
COME COME COMEEEE! (:

i'm lazy to blog.
sorry for the short post.
i guess i'll stop blogging for a period
of time. sorry to all who constantly
visits my blog.

-someone new is on his way

2006-02-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

first thing first,
MY TANJIAYING was absent from school ):
i missed her badly,
moreover the weekends are here
(im glad though)
HOWEVER, that means that i would only
get to see her on monday. ):
haiya better than never (:

the words on everyone's lips today
"the 'o' level results"
will this year's result
call for a celebration,
or will we have to reflect on
why the efforts the seniors
put in did not work out unfortunately;
leading to the tachers having the mentality
of having to push us even harder.
these were the questions which
filled my mind.

the results were, however
that the school didnt do too well this year
as a whole unfortunately.
the results were a blot from the blue.
i mean as compared to the previous years.
it's really depressing to see all the vaguely
disappointment spelled out on the teacher's faces

guess we'll just have to give the
autonomous status a miss this year.
i pray and hope that the value added
wont slip by as well.
after so many years of being valueadded,
i really hope this year wont turn out otherwise.
despite all that's happening,
i'm sure God has a plan and good purpose
for all that's happeneing.
therefore what every happens,
i thank God for them.
indeed to God be the Glory.

saw thy and mt, moo, ruth and others,
they were like cats on hot bricks.
it was really scarry,
i too, was scared for them.

went down to holland after band.
had dinner and spoke to dan.
he loves ling fang. HAHAH.
met moo after which and went
back together.
dont worry moo (:

to all who didnt fair well,
or were disappointed and weary:
remember this, every cloud has a silver lining

anyway, my bimbo did well!!! =D
praise God! (:
shes as happy as a lark
and i feel the same too for her (:

looking forward for a better next year

reply to tags;

u noe tat i love u: WHO ON EARTH ARE YOU?!

YOKEWAN: you naughty little girl! hahah. yokewan, crazy is back. madness. hahah

jolene: for you then you're powerful! better take good care of your knee. forever saying that you wanna run, if you dont take care of your knee how on earth are you gonna run huh?

Vivyan: hahah CHAO BARBIE! loves (: hahah nice pulling yokwan's hair on today! check out her reaction

tanjiaying: TANJIAYING! I MISS YOU TOO OKAYYY! tell me on monday what the doctor said okays. lovelove!

O I L- : ): i got band on tuesday so i can't meet you. ): sorry. go find someone else lah you nonsesne. PLEASE LAH, dont be so ego okay! my little sunshine are the loveliest of all!

2006-02-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a thorn in my flesh.
i dont like yesterday *pouts.
i feel like im acting like a small kid right now.
hahah, i better learn to appreciate my blessings

today was good (:
i had a good time indicating the instruments
for my sec 1s! they're incredibly lovely (:
i love them heaps.
as far as i know them,
their enthusisaim is undoubtly remarkable.
they made my day (: (: (:

despite turning in earlier
than usual yesterday,
i still found myself feeling sleepy
today unfortunately.
and of course what i needed most was
my BEAUTY SLEEP (:
the thought of having to stay back after
maths revision test was a dread
but thanks to my sec 1s, they didnt
make a regret. my little sunshines! =D

the enthusisaim that shone in thieir
eyes upon my arrival knowing that
in no time they would have an instrument
to master really made my heart smile (:
thanks little sunshines
many many loves!!

poon is obsessed with
JOTUNS around the school,
her husband, she claims them to be.
hahah. took pictures of them
will upload them as soon as my
printer gets connected once again.

went over to holland
after instrument indication
and drey, dan and i had
ICE-SNOWBALL FIGHT!
dan's a pervert, i cross my heart.
he upskirt me! so many many times
and threw ice inside drey's shorts.
how mean of him
and he attempted to take a few
upskirt picutures of me but it was
UNSUCESSFUL FORTUNATELY. (:

oh, during morning assembly yesterday,
mrs kwok shared with the school a vidoe clip.
which reminded me of how blessed i am.
that shoet 8mins of the video
made my heart sank,
my heart goes out to people like that.
may God continue to bless her RICHLY.

i hope lus, issac and bimbo do well for
their o's to te extend that they
should call for a celebration.
God bless them too (:

i would like to end off this posting
by saying, GOD IS GOOD(:

PS, i love amanda, yokewan, chao barbie, drey and my little sunshines!

reply to tags (:

SURYA ): WHY ARE YOU PULLING SUCH A LONG FACE, SURYA? tell me about it! you miss LIMBAtheALMIGHTY is it? hahah. i'll get it replaced SOON okay? when i'm free that is. thanks, i hope so too. i hope you have a speedy recovery. LIMBA LOVES SURYA TOO (:

jolene: if my hand break then one hand will be longer than the other after my recovery. you dont be so mean okay. hoe's your knee? does it still hurt? milo nuggets for you on valentines day. see i'm nice to you, so be good and appreciate it alright.

ISSAC: i've had 4 test this week, issac! i'll tak to you when the weekends are here okay? o level result will be released this fri. how are you feeling? HAHAH. like real you wont bare to hate me, would you?

O I L- : OIL YOU'RE CRAZYYY. hahah. then you're my suppafly what? lol. i'll think about it. i want that heart-shaped chocolate cheese cake for valentine's day!!!

anon: heyy. so sorry, been really busy with all the test lined up. promise i'll try my very best to update more often alright? (:

2006-02-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

FOR THE EARLY REPLY, THANK HYONA THE GREAT WHO PESTERED ME TO REPLY

anon: hahah. thanks, i'll try to. as mcuh as i want to, alas i'm trying to be a NERD. a hgihly unsuccessful one. HAHAH. any how, i dont understand why you would like to remain anonymous. hahah. thanks for dropping by anyway. (:

hyona(: SURYA!!! (: SURYA SURYA SURYA! my sis is very fair and you just resemble her some how. you should feel honoured okay. YEA LAH, YOU'RE VERY SWEET LOOKING. in the process of becoming a pretty young lady. CONTENTED?

LIMBANGBANG: 3 packets? not bad what. you're savouring and appreciating it. but you drink it DAILY what. what is there to ENJOY huh? ya you'll be happy if my hand break right. then i'll put a cast on my hand then you can sign your LOUSY name there. hahah. but i wont be able to play my instrument. ): THEREFORE, I CANNOT BREAK MY HAND. (:

O I L-: stupid dog! i'm not bad to you okay ): i'm very nice. hahah. YOU'RE MAD LAH OLI! we'll see how okay? no promises. (:

2006-01-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

hello all.
limba woke up officially at 12:50 today.
today is rachelkohshiyi's birthday so
here you go, rachel.
happy birthday! (:

went to lyn's resident and played 21points.
drey, vane and AH VAL cheat me. ):
cheaters! hahah.
but it's alright, i dont really bother.

let me share with my readers
what i'm tuning in to right now.
heres the lyrics:
let me hear you say thia shit is bananans
B-A-NA-NA-S
this sh*t is bananas B-A-NA-NA-S
again, the sh*t is bananas B-A-NA-NA-S
This sh*t is bananas B-A-NA-NA-S

haha 'i' is censored becasue i'm trying to refrain
from using cuss words.
they aint very pleasant. (:

dinner was not bad at all,
i'm too lazy to elaborate.
anyway, soon after dinner we
took some pictures and jacki had to leave ):

the rest of us headed to esplanade soon after.
lyn and i saw this two guys who were dancing,
like omg, they were such "major" turn ons alright.
check out the way they twist and turn their waist;
the way the shook their butt,
WOW. they'd probably get a job at a club
for mens' night.
and they can dance for the gays.
they'd certainly turn them on.
lyn and i were laughing like mad.

anyway, i got to get up early tmr
for more visitation to go.
so i better hit the hay soon.
yes, soon, limba.

REPLY TO TAGS;
(P.S, thanks for tagging (: happy CNY )

anon: heyy thanks for dropping by. i like having readers like you too! (: so it's mutual. hahah. :D

audreyLEE: llovesss (: see you tmr, sweets

LIMbangbang: hurry consume it, or are you waiting for it to rot? or for your bro the dig it out from your room huh?

YOKEWAN: i'm savouring every moment of it! a walk to remeber next alright? i wanna read it again! i'm so gonna get the movie, i can lend you then! many many loves. P.S, dont close your blog alright sweets (:

ISSAC: limbaaaa yea, you like it? hahah. same to you, ISSAC!

hyona(: hello hyona! my email add? hahah alright, lurvely_pink@hotmail.com (: got that? yea, did so. happy CNY to you too! see you in band alright, hyona?

LIMBANGBANG: happy new year to you too! (: HURRR who says so?! they DO work okay, you're lousy that's why they didnt work. see, so you're the problem lah, bangbang. hahah

2006-01-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i boredd. and i wanna go home and have some sleep.
over at boon's right now.
yesterday shopping was good (:

suppose to meet lyn, exther and
shermaine(i wasn't aware that she would be coming though)
at 1 but i drop by at holland
and so waited for drey to get ready
then we cab down to town.

first stop at topshop,
saw quite a number of tops that i fancied.
but somehow i don't think they suit me

i'll be going back to get a
green polo tee that i saw though.
i think i like it.
anyway, i only got an orange top cause
drey was pressing me so badly
and i felt so bad about making all of them wait for me
so i settled on that top. ):
I WANNA SHOP SOMEMORE.

i studied the clothes at esprit and tried on 2 tops
afterwhich i decided that i didnt like the
way the fit me.
and then something embarrassing happened after that,
i don't wish to ANNOUNCE it here. hahah

the 5 of us then headed to fareast
intending to pluck our eyebrows.
to our dismay, the shop wasn't open. ):
oh well. we went to look for another shop
which sis had recommended,
it wasn't open either, however.
perhaps it's God's will for us to pluck it another day.

i saw a big that caught my eye!
a WHITE bag. (:
i have no idea why is it white again
but oh wells. hahah.
guess i have a fetish for white miscellaneous stuff.

anyway, i can't quite decide if it
would match my lovely school U
so chao ah lyn will be going to fareast
with me on wed. yay (:
i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP after CNY!
more clothes, my stussy pouch(as pencil case)
and school bag all that nonsense.

chao ah lyn thinks that i'm bimbotic ):
and exther sings the same tune as her. )):
lyn thinks it's a compliment,
i beg to differ however.

oh and i saw PAM today at mango!
omg. i miss her so much.
anyway, i think mango season hasn't
been very appealing since the winter season.
i'm placing high hopes on the next batch though.
thank God there was still ZARA (:

lyn and exther both bought the same top
at zara. i think it looks nice on them. (:
i had to leave after that for reunion dinner
so no more funn ):

overall today was good,
not to mention in the evening
before reunion dinner.

2006-01-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

MORNING;
i was so exhausted,
i slept like a baby last night.
wanted to wake up earlier to
complete my homework but
i won't wake up what.
didn't even hear the alarm clock.
hahah.

faith has been very lethargic
these few days. yea.
she stayed back like
EVERYDAY for 2 WEEKS.
i'm not saying that i'm leading
a very miserable life,
i'm just trying to bring one simple point across:
i'm tired. hahah. i truly am

yesterday was awesome.
i can't quite remember what happened
during school hours though. hahah.
BAND;
super funny!!
*stares at GLORIA, CAROLINE, PHYLLIS
i guess i was just too high.
hahah.

one new recruit member in my section (:
WELCOME! (though you wont be reading)
guess what was the first note she
played on the instrument?
the TUNING NOTE!!!
it was incredible!!!
and i'm elated, that she WANTS to join
my section cause she choose my section.
AWESOME AWESOME.
absolutely awesome! thank God!=D

met mum after band audition to SHOP.
but sis spoilt our mood for shopping lah.
made us wait from 5-8.
very nice what.
but i bought a top and shoes anyway.

YOKEWAN BROUGHT SPARKY'S BOOK!
YAYYYYYY!!!
i absolutely adore sparks. absolutely.
i can't wait to juice the book.
thanks yokewan. lovelovelove! (:

mr chan came to look for me
urgently during eng today.
horror. ask me and i'll tell you why.
i'm on the horns of a dilemma again. ):

meeting tmr.
dear God, please bless next batch of comittee

i miss enim saj;
didnt get to talk today ):

so many ): in this post.
but the fact that God is good,
GOD IS STILL GOOD =D

song of the day;
I think I must be dreaming
That you are here with me
Must have died and gone to heaven
And it's all that I hoped it would be

[chorus]
When the eagles forget how to fly
When it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you

I live to be around you
You take my breath away
Can't help but talk about you
Every night and day

When the eagles forget how to fly
When it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you

All I need is you
Need you just to hold me, console me
Over and over... I love you

When the eagles forget how to fly
When it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you

REPLY TO TAGS;
HYONA:
hello hyona! sorry.! i heard of you but wweren't sure who you were! hahah. i asked a lot of people if braces were painful. YAY. hyona have been attending band prac. I'M PROUD OF YOU. BAND IS TIRING BUT FUN OKAYY. (:

jolene:
LIMBA? yea, i think it's nice too, bangbang. but limba lim sounds weird. so maybe i'll change to FAITH CHRISTINE LIMBA. then we'll have DIFFERENT surnames. no more fellow lims then. hahah. AH CHAN? what a nice name! HAHAH!!!! have you eaten the MILO hocolate?

YOKEWAN:
YOKEWAN!!! i miss somebody but you dont knwo who. HAHHA> not CHRIS. the song is very emo but NICE RIGHT? i typed word for word by myself okay. cause you wont be able to find th e lyrics online. so get from me if you want the lyrics alright. many loves! thanks for spark's book! it made my day (:

AUDREY:
drey, are you feeling better? i bring tissue for you tmr okay? i think i was so meant to you today. sorry. think i'm PMSing. drey! i think i really like her. HAHHA. where did i go? erm WHEN? anyway, are you audery lee? dont really sound like that LEELEE. hahah

2006-01-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

hello i'm back.
wont be going to school tmr.
i'll miss POON YOKEWAN
i'll miss AMANDA TAN
i'll miss AUDREY LEE
and maybe i'll miss CHAO AH LYN,
a little of SHERYL SIM,
a little of VIVYAN,
maybe YEE SIEW too.

haiya, doesnt matter anyway.
sadasadsad.
currently listening to the song he sent to me.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
God i need you,
BIMBO, AUDREY, AMANDA, SALLYMARK
i need you girls too

heres the song lyrics,
entitled till the end.

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night.

I don't know how I found you,
I’m thankful that I had
Not that I had a love so true
To hold to keep to share

In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world,
There's no other place that I'd be.
You're my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you’ll come to see that you're the one for me
Till the end

All my friends around me
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby I’m gonna make them see
We;ve found our way back home.

In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love
I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You're my life my soul my girl.
And through it all I know you'll
come to see that you're the one
till the end

We'll always be till the end

2006-01-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 12:45 today.

sis reached home at like 10:18am

the house phone rang don't know

how many umpteen times BUT

i was too lazy to get up to answer.

haiya, i was feeling lethargic.

i think i'll become a

TRUE SLEEPING ~~BEAUTY~~ soon.

if only i could, i quiz fantasizing ):

and then i recieved one msg after another

while i was having my beauty sleep.

like SO ANNOYING.

i mean, no that the people are annoying,

you know, just disruptive my sleep. hahah

then some nice people called me at 11plus

and nice hung up when i picked up.

he claim he didn't however. ah alright.

met up with my section members
at city hall and walked to marina square

to eat VENIZA ICECREAM(:

marina square is like a maze,
i tell you.

anyway, physco accompanied throughout
the entire journey, from home till the mrt station
to city hall and from city hall till
late arrival of sectionmates.
so THANKS, physco (:

anyhow, SP concert was GOOD.
i enjoyed the concert,
music was good, conductor was good,
TROMBONE SECTION WAS AWESOME.
hahah. they played the high notes as if
they were playing a tuning note.

horror greeted me when i felt the concert hall,

remembering what happened the last time

when i stepped into that concert hall.

reminiscing about *** (: a little during

the concert. HAHAH.

HORROR was, physco called me like

immediately after i switched my phone on,

(BATT LOW ): )

and guess what!

this was the conversation (something like that):

me: hello?

physco: hello, where are you?

me: erm, outside the concert hall?

physco: has the concert ended?

me: yea, where are you?

physco: esplanade, come meet me.

me: HUH? are you serious?! * grabbing on to jasmine

physco: really! i'm at the chocolate shop, come meet me

me: no, you got to be kidding *laughing, so WHERE ARE YOU

physco: I'M AT ESPLANADE *laughs you come to the chocolate shop to meet me okay?

me: are you mad? you mean you're really here?!

physco: yea.

me: so why are you here?

physco: waiting for you lah!

me: HUH? are you MADDD. HAHAH LIKE REAL LAH

physco: really! i'm waitng for you.

me: oh, you meeting your mum for dinner is it?

physco: I CAME TO WAIT FOR YOU LAH,

nono, i came here to use the toilet.

me: LAUGHS. don't want lah, i'm shhyyy (i really was okay)

conversation was a little long to continue.

hahah. he's so silly.

he waited since 6 till 7 plus.

so poor thing. hahah.

to NOT A PERVERT;
you're so mean! yet nice enough to sit with me during the interval (: hahah. this is the same font color as your glasses. (:

PS, i love my section! (:

2006-01-22T00:33:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to blog about today
hahah.
i mean, nothing interesting happened.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CLOVIS

TAGS;

u noe tat i love u:
hahah. your faith? you mean your confidence? ARE YOU JOE? seriously, could you please enlighten me?

HYONA!:
yes, i did. cause i'm so surprised you know me but i feel so bad cause i didnt knwo who you were. hahah. why you got scared? i merely mention your name right? HAHAH. DID I COVER MY FACE? oh, i dont remember seriously. glad to know you too! yea, COME MORE OFTEN FOR BAND OKAYY (:

JX:
call round anytime you need me alright. or you could text me too, baby. (:

NOT A PERVERT:
i changed the color already. but i think i'll change back to the same one in 6 weeks, as for now, it's LIME GREEN i'll show you during the next band prac okay? i'll go ~~disturb~~ ENTERTAIN you again. HAHAH. i like the color, do you? i know you dont, cause you like like me more right? it's okay, i like you just as much. hahah. btw, you're a little color blind okay! it's NOT the same color as my face. hahah x)

jolene:
i didnt blame you right? yea, please keep it same, you MILO FREAK LIM BANGBANG. anyway, my mum intends to change my name LEGALLY to. HAHAH. i have no idea why though. maybe she wants to give me some indonesian name cause almost everyone thinks that i'm an indo afterall. even the office lady in our school asked me okay. so degrading (no offence) i'm a true singaporean. HAHAH like real.
cause if you dont tell her, she will think that you're talkng to yourself WHAT. why sound so hostile? cause i didnt call you back yesterday is it? hahah. DON'T BE SO PETTY OAKYY. (:

2006-01-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

school today was alright.
i think our batch of 4N is corrupted,
esp with people like YOKEWAN.
the physics students turn out to
be talking and laughing over disgusting
stuff when it should be vice versa.
but bio students are the HORNY ones.
LOL

wasnted to ponn school today,
but there was BAND.
and i'm glad i didn't because:
#1. amanda wasn't left alone
#2. there was band
#3. chapel was hilarious
*looks at YOKEWAN, CARYN,
WAN TING and CLAIRE
#4. we practised LIGHT CALVARY!

called smiaoly ah bu neh neh
when i was already at the school gate
and asked if i should go to school today.
how dumb right.
drey didnt come to school today :(

anyway today was so slack due to
enternal validation.
the teachers were busy going for
interview and stuff.
therefore, NO PE! yayness
NO PE=NO MR TAN (YES!)
NO SOCIAL STUDIES
which means to say,
a total of FIVE free periods today
for ME. then i was off to dental. (:

band today was FUNFUN.
we played LIGHT CALVARY,
opening piece for POLKA! III
i lovee it
i love my section too!
and we'll be playing disney march
for cny celebrations.
I DONT FEEL LIKE PERFORMING ):
still have to pack up all that stuff.

RENUION DINNER TMR :
no comments.
we wont be having it in a resturant this year ):
going back to school for drills tmr
i wanna practise too (:

this is a repeat telecast cause
someone asked me.
WHAT CAPTIVATES MY HEART:

sense of humour
charisma
intruguing, good personality
virtuosity
chivalry
style
speak well

TAGS;

AUDREY; loveband, love my section, love polka pieces, love you.

hyona; HYONA! yes, i finally saw you. neevr knew who you were! hahah (: glad you came for prac

jolene; you have the responsibility to take good care of it okayy. ): no more milo packet for you in future. cause you dont appreciate it ): ; yea and i dont need to thank you, because you're helping yourself afterall lah.

sweet little junior; JING XI!!! yes, i'm surprised upon your sudden visit. anyway i've got something to pass to you next week! (: see you many mnay loves.

YOKEWAN; STOP KUKUJIAOING lah ah POON!

AUDREY; limba loves you too! (: THIS IS MY DA BIAN. a maths. HAHAH

VIVYAN; hahah. vivyan! you should teach yokewan to stop kukujiaoing. MOUSE HAVE BALLS. HAHAH

2006-01-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

hilarious (:
i actually arrived in school at 7 today,
can you believe it?
i have no idea how i manage to do that.

double period of chinese today.
teachers had some meeting,
and so i stayed in class and
chat with all my sitting partners.
it was hilarous but i forgot the content.
i only remember something about
going to chao ah lyn, jac, exther,
and a few other's house during CNY.
told you, i can't quite remember.

followed by recess,
i forgot what yokewan and i
were laughing about.
all i know is that yokewan can't get
enough of KUKUJIAOS.
you disgusting shyate.
hahah.

moley chua caught yokwan
flidding around with the comptuer mouse.
what i learnt from a maths today:
#1. moley chua's never understand
thw meaning of BIG
#2. mouse have balls
#3. quoted from moley chua
"dont strip the mouse"
well. i didnt know you could strip the mouse.
perhaps yokewan will rape the mouse next.
POOR MOUSE.

2006-01-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

another lousy post regarding my day
i was fuming this morning.
taxi driver was so uncouth!
went the wrong way and
made me late for school,
still had the cheek to say
that i didnt give you specific instructions.
wth. i made myself so very clear okay.

thank God for friends that i felt better (:
i ponned one period of e maths today,
im ashamed of myself.
but i didnt mean to, seriously.

yoke wan went with me to look for
PHYLLIS during recess today.
and i found her at the "junction"
studying for bio not bad huh?

SO, i passed her bangbang's birthday
present and she did the last bit for it.
and before i had realised,
i was already like 10mins late for lesson.

obviously i didnt dare enter the class right,
wanted to avoid getting scolded by
MDM YEO.
thanks to JOLENE who told SARAH
that i was outside class
and sarah nicely sneeked out
and demo how to sneek in to me.

but it was a failure.
she caught me sneeking in.
i felt so bad, because it was so rude.
anyway heres the conv

*walks towards me
mdm yeo: why are you here?
me: eh, *looked down* i'm late for class
mdm yeo: WHY?
me: ehh, i was in the toilet.
mdm yeo: oh, ARE YOU OKAY?
*sounded really concern
me: yea. thanks and sorry.
mdm yeo: are you sure that you're okay?
me: yea, *nods head*
mdm yeo: alright then
go back to your place

omg. she was so nice about it
and i felt so so terrible.
i vow never to do that again.

anyway, sec one try-outs today.
now the band store stinks because
of the painnntttt! *covers nose
4 members in my section and still counting.
pauline
dargna
lynge
one more
WELCOME TO ALL! (:
sorry, that i failed to remember all
the names. i hand picked the first one
so i remembered her name (:

i'm kinda upset now due
to the recruitment thingy.
oh wells.
everyone deserves a chance
AFTERALL.

poh deanna slapped my swollen butt
like thrice + once today lah!
and poked it once.
PERVERT.

yoke wan is obsessedf over LAM PAs
all thanks to double chin and poo poo.
stop KU KU JIAOING in class lah.
anyway, i miss yoke wan right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BANGBANG!

love;
dreyy amanda sallymark wonderwall laulau! (:

2006-01-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

this post is boring.
so don't carry on reading
if you're expecting this post to
be somewhat interesting. (:

i think the new vp has got some
kinda style when she speaks.
nice, i like it. hahah.

for singsparation(not sure of spelling),
we sang this song entitled in Christ alone.
it's an awesome song, i tell you!
i like this particular part
"I could stop and count successes
Like diamonds in my hand
But those trophies could not equal
To the grace by which I stand"

and truly, as the lyrics of the song says:
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone.

sometimes in life, i feel that God is so far away.
but i know that no matter how far
he may seem to be,
He'll never be too far out of reach.

i'm glad amanda's back today (:
and i finally got the weigh off my chest.
and truly, i know that God has a
purpose for everything He does.

today sallymark and i were laughing
the hell out of ourselves during physics lesson;
all thanks to double chin's joke!

let me show you something matt sent to me!
it's so embarrassing,
and he just won't tell me where he got
this picture from!
MUST BE FROM JOE RIGHHTTTT! hur!
and i'm NOT prooting for KFC.
i don't like KFC

i lovelove SALLYMARK
i love DREYY
i love AMANDA

DREY: yay i like rojak LOVES (:

YOKEWAN: i love you heaps and heaps too!

BANGBANG: fellow lim! BAND IS THE BEST OKAYY! JOINNNN BAND! i can give you more than 10 differnt reasons why you should join band. you lousy, i dont wanna buy milo for you anymore. it was meant for you, not your bro lah!

UPDATED! (:

2006-01-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

REPLIES

ilu: omg. can you just reveal your identity? at least let me know who you are. i've got no time for any games. so were you once together with me? (:

CHERRY: hello cherry! happy new year! (:

AUDREY x): hahah. happy new year to you too! LOVES (:

matt`: well that is something i dont understand either. oh is it something urgent? you can email me your number at lurvely_pink@hotmail.com and i'll get back to you? does that sound alright to you?

sha: don't mention it (:

YOKEWAN: YOKEWANNNNN!!!! happy new year to you too! love you heaps!

LIMBANGBANG: the pot is calling the kettle black. you asked me for my number to msg me nonsense. at least i talk rubbish. rubbish still make sense. but nonsense makes NO SENSE. HURHUR.

VIVYAN: happy new year to you too, dear girl! how was aussie?

guess hu: happy new year to you too. a little late though. hahah. better late than never right. i went out with you alone or with a group? which boys' school are you in?

chel: sorry for the late greeting. happy new year to you too. (: yupp. i will (:

LIMBANGBANG: you lousy. your birthday is on its way. i didnt call and talk rubbish okay! i know you were entertained by me. HAHAH. get started on your book. stop being so lazy! JOIN BAND!!!

amanda#56: yea! (: i love sitting beside you, amanda! =D yay. maths and physics! (:

don't buy the book okay, i'll lend mine to you! just promise to take good care of it. (:

AUDREY X): hahah. i like my blog drey. hahah. thursday was indeed good. hahah. but i feel so bad, amanda had to sit alone. yay. lets eat jelly later!!

matt`: hahah. are you out of your mind? anyway, nice talking to you. joe is simply blinded by love. hahah. theres nothing more to me. i'm like any other ordinary girl.

chao ah lyn: CHAO AH LYN. physics lessons are SO MUCH better as compared to last year alright? hahah. when you wanna go pluck your armpit hair huh? LOL

yokewan: hahah. okay. but you didnt do the quiz! hahah. I LOVE YOU HEAPS AND HEAPS TOO, POON! *hugs*

u noe tat i love u: erm. thanks for your concern. where did you hear that from? you're joe right?

2006-01-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

went to poon's house today! (:
went to cavana for lunch.
was suppose to do our CME project
but obviously we ended up
talking and LAUGHING.
sallymark is a barrel of laughs.

anyway, i'm not here to chastise
this person or anything like that.
i was seriously very turned off
and aghast when i heard
about what had happened.

dear friend it's been hard on you.
you certainly have this vast
capacity for forgiveness.
let gones be bygones alright,
i'll always be there to support you.

to this incorrigible creep in particular;
for all the lies you told,
your clam face constantly belied
the terror you were feeling inside.
never did you expect someone
to give yourself away.

my eyes ablaze with their own
angry light as (: shared with me
what had happened.

over the course of this year,

i ask that you do some soul-searching

for yourself and cast those

nasty thoughts aside in future.

dont you even feel your conscience

rising to rebuke you?

was there a need to touch

a raw nerve; and to cavil?

the absurd fact was that

those girlswere what you call your friends.

frankly, i do not know

what has hit you.

just how may more people

do you want to hurt?

i thank God that i was such a

cretin so as to fall into your trap.

i can't abine your doings.

it is that abstruse about the fact

that you've hurt many people?

one victim wasnt enough your

greedy self had to aggravate it.

you're not at least contrite for

what you've done,

you even had the cheek

to spread it about.
i'm seriously very ashamed

of you, impudent kid.

grow up, will you?

and cogitate before you act.

thanks to sallymark and poo poo who made my day end off with a lighter note (:

2006-01-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

PE has always been hell.
and i dont know if mr tan has
a problem with me or what.
he always seem to have comments
on almost everything that i do.

PE today was definately not an exception.
firstly, we were required to run three rounds
around the traffic area.
when passing by him during the first round,
he went like, "woah, faith very energetic huh,
still can direct."
and he didnt have comments on the others.
ah, i cannot be bothered anyway.

i wanna thank FIFI!
for lending me her pe t-shirt. (:
manymnay thanks.
oh btw, i love her pe t-shirt.
it looks exceptionally big on me,
and it got me roaring with laughter after
i came out from the changing room when
i took a glance at my reflection in the mirror.
i felt as though i was in my pj.

oh i just had pizza for dinner
yumyum. (:
i've been craving for secret recipe
CHEESECAKES for the past few days.
but pizza was good anyway(:

CCA FAIR today was rather disappointing,
seriously. though i didnt play my best,
(i needed the warm ups!)
i know i did my part as an SL,
but i do not know if i lived up to the expectations of the Ms.
it was chaotic, and i did what i
was instructed and what i could.
but it wasn't that bad afterall,
120 signed up(: thank God.
good job to percussionist!

to all who thought that i was
crying in the bandroom earlier.
hahah. thanks so much for all your concern!
i wasn't crying though.
some dust was caught in my eye
which made me tear non stop.
and also made opening my eyes a
rather challenging task for me. (:

the thought of stepping down really
makes my heart sink. :(
i'd definately miss my section
A LOT A LOT.
i love all you girls.

to JOEY;
cheer up dear girl!
many many loves.

2006-01-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

a maths revision test.
oh my, i breath a sigh of relief
when i left the classroom.
all pressure was removed
and i want to thank God
for carrying me through (:
i can never thank Him enough.

should i pass the test,
it's seriously by God's grace.
whatever the result,
i still wanna thank God (:

i love sitting beside amanda and drey!
anyway, i've got plently of stuff to do
before CNY marches in.
most importantly, i wanna SHOP! (:

oh did i mention,
i think the bio system thingy is
super cool! =D

i'm thinking of chris. hahah

well following up is a
quiz from AMANDA TAN (:

Seven things that makes me smile.
(people will do also right? hahah)
1. photos!
2. reminisces
3. GOD! (:
4. chrisss
5. wonderwall
6. bimbo
7. my sitting partners, canon, my section (:

Seven ways to win my heart.
1. sense of humour
2. charisma
3. intriguing, good personality
4. virtuosity
5. chivalry
6. style
7. speak well!

Seven things i'm afraid of.
1. INSECTS!!! freak me out totally
2. loosing my loved ones
3. letting people down
4. can't think of anything right now. hahah
5. this cruel world
6. no idea
7. myy future,

Seven things i do everyday.
1. pray (:
2. indulge in purpose driven life
3. smile :) ; laugh
4. reply text msges
5. shower!
6. SLEEP!!! (:
7. talk on the phone. hahah.i'm cutting down (:

Seven people i want to see right NOWWW.
1. chris!
2. my dentist!
3. bimbo!
4. sallymark
5. erm. matt?
wheres number 6?
7. erm. joe?

Seven people that should do this random quiz.
1. YOKEWAN!
2. VIVYAN
3. CHAO AH LYN
4. DREYY.
5. ISSAC?
6. CAI YAN
7. BANGBANG!

2006-01-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

this post is partially about yesterday.
during english lesson,
i was aghast this particular friend of mine
shared some personal stuff with me.
i'm not sure if she had cogitate about it
but dear friend,
i'm very very proud of you (:

though this may be an obscure matter
to many, about the fact that you're
mature enough to think for yourself;
in my eyes,
you're certainly someone more
to just that blur little cheereful girl (:
manymany loves.

before i awoke from
my sleep this morning,
i had a dream about someone
i truly miss dearly.

i was wondering if things would
have worked out the other way
if we were given enough time.
however, i'm thankful to God
that at least i met someone like you.
and much to our delight,
we had hit it off quite well.
your intriguing personality
has captivated my heart.
i miss you

2006-01-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

i'm on the horns of a dilemma,
i really don't know which way to go.
as much as i want to start anew,
i wouldnt bare to let things
slip by me just like that.

a decision that would change
the destiny of my life,
that would change my life
forever

dear God, guide, lead me
and teach me the way that i should go.

school today was good.
i'm begining to like physics!
mr chua's good. (:

to bimbo;
my oath to you, bim. i'll never go that way. nevernever (:

2006-01-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

this year has promised to be
an assiduous year for me.
i'm pleased with the teachers,
at lease the school bestowed us
the "better" teachers (in the sense)
this year. YAY. thank God for that.

first day of school;
- went school with drey (:
- caught for short skirt
(my skirt is seriously not short,
i swear. it was just SLIGHTLY,
and i mean SLIGHTY above the knee
and partly also because the person in
front of me not to mention who; her skirt
was seriously wayy too long.)

anyway, i think i like school much better this year.
yes, though it's not gonna take
some effort in managing my schedule.

though i don't say this often,
i really care and love my section A LOT. (:
very soon, they'll be on their own,
i can't bare to leave them :(

on a lighter note,
CNY is just around the corner;
i'm looking forward to CNY! (:

2006-01-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

a brand new year,
a brand new start for me. (:
feels wierd being the senior girls of the school.
but oh well, everyone goes through it.

the school had made very specific plans this year,
very well organised i would say.
and the handbook arrived just on time.

i'm currently sitting inbetween drey and amanda(:
i quite like my sit,
nice people beside me.

anyway, stayover at holland yesterday
and mum claled and make a big fuss of of it.
not like i didnt inform her before hand.
and now she seriously suspects that
i'm attached. like omg. whaddahell.

i'm vexed, i dont know who
gonna carry the torch after i step down.
anyway, i love my section (:

-united we stand, divided we fall,
together we achieve the best

2006-01-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

it is rather infuriating having
all the unknown people tag your board
and not wanting to identify themselves.
i mean, yes, you're welcome to tag,
but if you really want some messag
to be brought across,
i'd really appreciate it if you would kindly
enlighten me and leave your names alright (:

well. was on the phone till late in the night,
or morning rather. i gave esplanade a miss
because sis was unwell
and it seems like mum is so busy
that she doesnt bother.
so, i stayed at home to take care of
my beloved sis who has been down with fever.

i actually turned in at 5:45am.
how nice huh.
was on the phone with LIMBANGBANG
till 3 plus, afterwhich WONDERWALL took
her place as bangbang serene in her sleep.

wonderwall and i arranged to meet up
but we both woke up at 2:50 something.
HAHAH. how nice eh?
so no upper thomsand prata
and venizia ice cream. HAHAH.

the sands of time are running out.
school's reopening. what a dread.
i was reading through some stuff today,
for a fraction of an instant,
i thought to myself,
was i wrong to have let go.
but i stopped myself from
harbouring those thoughts.
i wanna move on with life and
put the past behind me.

just being here with you
means more than life.
since i met you my heart
has been true to you

2005-12-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

"because you live and breath,
because you make me believe in myself
when no body else can help.
because you live, PEOPLE
my world has twice as many stars in the sky"

this year is coming to an end
as 2006 marches in.
although 2005 has not been
a very fruitful year for me,
i'm looking forward for
a much better year in 2006! (:
and i believe that year 2006
will be the best year yet

new resolutions will certainly do me some good.
i really wonder where i'll stand a year from now,
and where i'll be 4 years down the road.
what ever it is,
i know God is gonna see me through
every step of the way.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D

2005-12-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

i wanna go for countdown!
but some omg has been nagging since morning.
like totally OMG.
the abhorent atmostphere infuriates me.
brandy boy, bimbo and rayne
asked me to go for countdown.
much to my liking however.

i miss my bimbo!
i wanna see you, bestmate!
love love love you!
i'm always here alright,
dont worry yea (:

anyway here are some madness pictures
taken on boxing day. hahah

2005-12-31T02:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU, BTE. JANNAH

a birthday greeting you requested for, a birthday greeting you shall recieve (: you're so full of nonsense and you gave me a fright just now alright

i miss yoke wan all of a sudden.
the times we had in camp,
when we laughed so hard
that we rolled on the floor.
those memories linger in my mind
as i reminisce the happenings of this year.

to Joe;
i know the first few months of break up has taken it toll on you. though i don't know how long it took for the truth to sink in that we were no longer an item, i'm aware that it's been hard on you.
seek refuge in the Lord. i haven't served my part well as your partner but one thing that i'm sure of, God will never let you down. cast aside everything that is holding you back; those memories of us that tore your heart in a way that you couldn't bear. the JAOIETH cupboard, empty it please. do yourself a favour. i'm putting this up as a post because i want this to be stagnant and not take you even deeper by giving you perhaps a letter or an email to remind you of how we used to be. you once told me that i made your life special; and Joe, i want you to know that you've done the same for me. (:

to Sher Lim and shalyn and clement;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

my color combination for this post is totally out. pardon me for that

2005-12-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

it's been eons since i've last been online.
alright, thats too over.
hahah.
as usual, i'll blog according to the respective dates.
i just feel so blessed this holiday.
there are countless things to thank God for.
God has been awesome,
so awesome.

my last post was on 17 dec.
thats like 2 week ago.
anyway, during this course of period,
i've got myself back on the right path,
i'm proud to say (:

i wont allow myself to get on

the wrong track, not ever again.

i won't let God down,

those who care, and myself.

i love christmas season,totally.
people all around the world.
celebrate for one such occassion,
the birth of christ.
where town comes alive,
pretty with all the lightings;
shops go on sales in due of this season.
in addition the cool weather
comes to greet you as christmas marches in.

as for me,
i'm not an exception.
i went on my shopping sprees,
christmas party over at tay's,
a whole line of events this dec.
i like my busy schedule (:

2005-12-18T03:04:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING MADNESS (:
i was prepared to spend
over a hundred bucks.
but time was another factor.

i've still got tons of stuff to buy.
i've got to check mango out real soon!

bimbo called earlier,
about some moo moo and angel cow thingy ahving their 11th month
i think i kinda miss baby (:

thanks for today, drey (:

2005-12-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

a week of stayover at holland
was not an awful thing at all.
well, i do not wish to elaborate
on what happened last friday.
i'm just gratified for all the
awesome beings God has bestow to me.

BIMBO;
bestmates step out of their comfort zone for each other, understands every bit about another. no lies nor secrets. bestmates- a shoulder to cry on.; never fails to lend a listening ear. through sunshine or rain, they make it through together hand in hand. anything for you, bestmate. you're down with me for LIFE. :) you never fail to bring on the smiles. you're the best next to God, bim. tons and trucks of LOVE

WONDERWALL;
you're the bottle of voldka that helps me unwind each time. you're an awesome solace, who never fails to put my heart at ease. the countless conversations we had never fails to gear me up for the next challenge ahead. my hearfelt thanks goes out to you, wonderwall. confidantes till the end. LOVES (:

SIS;
i've spent every walk of my life with you, sis. it was a text from you that made me realised how much you actually care. although sometimes it really feel as though you don't even give a ~~damn~~ (alright, i shouldn't be using cuss words, it's uncouth) about me. it was just a simple text; those few words over the phone yet they meant so much. i love you, sis. x)

SITI;
hahah. thanks for being there. your presence alone was sufficient. thanks for caring, thank you for your friendship. (:

BABY;
i see your acts of concern and love for me. i'm blessed with all you awesome peeps. don't worry a thing about me. i dont need someone like you, baby; i need you. beloved i love you (:

DENISE;
what am i suppose to do without you, denise dear; i do not know. i know i wont succeed in doing away with you. LOVES

ISSAC;
for the bottle of bacardi, thanks for making the trip down, issac (:

to all of you;
i thank my God upon every rememberance of you

i shall blog about my stay in holland in the respective dates. i dont want this post to get too long and whiney. (:

2005-12-10T04:55:00.000+08:00

the weekends are here
and i wanna go out so badly.
yet to get presents for seniors.
was on the phone till 6
with moo moo :)

feiffemefaskaskfeshe
footofantwantfiifiif
ferherfithwithfebe.
forforfeelfeelfiifutbut
formorefonoferher.
my heart has no room
for another.

i jumped out of my seat
upon recieving brandon's call.
i thought it was uncle traven
who called.
hahah

drey was showing me
some of the photos we
took when we were younger;
reminiscing of the good old times.
all the toothpaste commercial,
after school springrolls
and the house of memories.
HAHAH. it was hilarious;
and of course heartwarming
but anyway.

i missed my sugababy (:

2005-12-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

i'm only left with 3 and a half
more weeks of holiday.
every holiday seem to zoom pass
faster and more rapidly each year.

oh well, i'm just getting older :(
on the contary, i'm getting wiser too (:
hahah
appreciating life a little more as well.

i have yet to get started on so many things
the next part of the post is gonna get boring
so you can choose to skip the next part.
it's juat a reference for me (:

-BUY GRAD NIGHT PRESENTS (2)
-DENTAL APPOINTMENT
-SECTION NAMECARD
-DAN'S PRESENT
-BIRTHDAY PRESENT
-CHRISTMAS PRESENTS
-CHRISTMAS CARDS
ASSIGNMENTS
*ENGLISH
*E MATHS
*A MATHS
*CHEM
*PHY
*CHINESE
praise the Lord; no humans!

to be continued. HAHAH
i still wanna party

2005-12-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

after attending the wake last week,
i told myself that i do not want anyone
to feel sad after i depart from this world.
no tear drops,
no broken hearts.
no hurts

from this day forth,
i pray that no one will shed a tear for me.

-you know i never meant to break your heart-

2005-12-01T02:50:00.000+08:00

Jia Ming is unbearably adorable!!!
and the good news is;
HE'S GONNA DATE ME! XD

2005-11-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

i'm here to update for you, baby.
dont get angry okay?
i'll meet you tml.
you're suppose to smile like that- :D

2005-11-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

if only you had told me so,
i wouldnt have let go

2005-11-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

heyy eeveryone!
check out the new band site!
i loveeeee it! http://-smsb.blogspot.com

2005-11-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

ohh mann i love yesterday's weather!
it was awesomely cozy,
feels like the singapore
version of winter. hahah

it's been a rather long day for me,
and i'm feeling lethargic.
was yet again on the phone till
late late 5 AM. hahah
with who else?
moo moo, who has a paper today.

the fact is that i got up
at 9:45 this morning.
it was such a drag,
cause i was so sleepy
and the weather had
to add fuel to the fire.
which means to say,
i only had about 4 over
hours of sleep.

and off i was for band.
i thought the SLs were
suppose to meet at 11
and so i took a cab
down and reached at 10:50.

how was i to know that reporting
time was actually at 12!
thank God for chloe mann.
hahah.
her section are a nice bunch,
the laughed at my ridiculous jokes.
i felt like a clown.
LOL

alright, this post is getting boring,
im not in the blogging mood.

to moo moo;
NO I'M NOT LOOKING LIKE A ZOMBIE

2005-11-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

off to swim! x)

; imissyou

2005-11-20T15:55:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging right now
JUST FOR ISSAC.
well i'm not sure of what to blog.
but wells, i havent been blogging much
nowadays because i've saw people
who so to speak "copy" my entries.
like a few sentences here and there.

it's pretty obvious because
the entire sentence(s)
is exactly the same.
it's really annoying so well.
totally turns my mood off for blogging.

anyway, i had a weird dream last sunday.
i'm not sure if it was a dream from God or what,
though i have a strong feeling that it is.
i know it will only be right if i practice
what i'm told to do.
but i do not wish to touch a raw nerve.
besides, i can't bare to either.

STILL, i'll obey

christmasss is on it's way,
let's celebrate! x)
-leavemenever-

2005-11-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

you know i love you

-be with me, my beloved;
that my smile may never fade

2005-11-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

i just had a tiff with you on the phone.
i'm disappointed and you're upset.
i've already admonish you,
whats gotten into you?

i'm contrite for something like that
to happen just the day before your papers.
all the best for the rest of the papers left.

you owe yourself an apology,
not me. i owe you one too.

PS, you know i did it because i care (:

blessed; i smile

2005-11-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

attended NCO p.o.p today,
nothing fantastic though.
but im sure the leaders had hell of a good time.
which is one of the most essential factor.

suppose to meet moo moo at hollan v after which
but i was to lazy to wait.
hahah.

i'm blessed.
though i know not what God has planned for me,
im sure it's something good.
whatever i will have to go through will be worthwhile.
it's the valuable lessons that i learn
from the things that i go through
and the mistakes i make.

2005-11-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

well. spoke on the phone till 5 plus last night,
ineed moo moo called as promised.
hahah. moo moo's a meano.
but still, shes moo moo. hahah

i hope someday,
sometime soon i'll wake up.
baby, give me a wake up call soon alright

2005-11-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

is this what i supposedly call the tune of happiness?
you think im nothing but someone
who's dropping by to flirt with you.
you used the word flirt.

i have nothing much to explain.
you saw everything yesterday
with your very own eyes.
i said they were nothing
but to you they meant something.

i dont know whether to say you
ruin my day or you made my day yesterday.
maybe i shouldn't have met up
with you in the first place.

i was certainly agitated by the
alarming words that came from you

perhps we should call it quits

2005-11-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

i feel like a whore.
whats wrong with me today.
i think im sending wrong signals.
what am i suppose to do?

2005-11-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

to all who is sitting for their o level paper -
NOTHING BUT THE BEST TO YOU! (:

to all st margs girls:
heyy seniors, rock the o level for mrs lee!
and of course yourselves (:

esp to the following:
my BIMBO!
tan moo moo
hui yu
chucky
kristen
grace
sylvia
issac
jonathan
aaron
colby
clovis
jr

and all the other very nice friends and seniors of mine

2005-11-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

a broken record of your words play over and over in my mind.
did i give you the power to destroy me?
i won't let this be another period of apprehension,
never will that happen again.
i've cogitate about it,
spoke to ratty on the phone yesterday,
she said i was a bit too much.

but on the other hand,
it just seems like both of us
are having cententious behaviour
towards each other after that incident.

it's an abtruse feeling.
you always tell me that you're contrite,
but how true can that be?
action speaks louder than words.
sometimes i feel like a certin
having to believe all your what you call "white lies"

i knew right from the start that
i was skating on thin ice
when i got "involved" with you.
but your attention was irresistable.

i need to find a solace,
to rest my mind.
i dont wanna continue this battle.
i wanna end this cold war,
what i call- the SLIENT war.
i wanna frown no more

the days now seem undone,
but i know one day
sunshine will defeat the storm.
therefore i thank God

2005-11-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

well well well.
havent been online for exactly 19 days!
hahah. i've had a blessed time during that 19 days though.
my heart is contented, definately.
but some things are just inevitable.
why are you so attractive to thy eyes?
it's just so hard to ignore you.

went ikea for dinner with sis and drew yesterday
they played "say it isnt so"
my heart sank as i thought of the lyrics.
i wish i could put a halt to all these crap.
but i can't be oblivious about the
pain inflicting on me.

leaving me by the phone,
jumping at every call to see if it was you.
to be constantly reminded to everything
about you by everything around me.

STILL, i should count my blessing.
to ALL my smile givers,
THNAK YOU (:

-it's an end to something that never really was in the first place-

2005-10-14T19:30:00.000+08:00

post exam activities.
-IJ day! (:
-send bimbo to school
~~-mid night movie~~
~~-change blogskin~~
-buy joey's, phyllis', *****, kristy's, zombie's birthday present
-towning with denise
-madness with siti
~~-the date with bimbo~~
~~-meet up with jonathan~~
~~-to jm's house~~
~~-braces =(~~
-section name card
-churching with rahh
-shopping with rahh
~~-send linda off~~
~~-airport with cannon~~
~~-wash shoe!~~
-shop for shoes/ footwear hahah.
-pack study table.

to be updated

2005-10-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

dont leave now;
not yet.

upset upset upset.
thank God, exams are over.
but still,
okay shop around city hall today
with jm and jo.
hahah. jo is currently suffering from
post exam madness.

we bought food;
baby food.
hahah. it was our desert.
then the uncle who was clearing the table
joked with us and said,
you girls having this?
hahah. he's super cute can.
he reminds me of the nice
uncle who helps keep the canteen table
super clean everyday.

yea, that solves one fo my problem.
braces on monday, strictly NO taking
of photos after that.
and it's like band the next day? =(
not sure how im gonna survive.
as i was saying,
instead on meditaing on porridges,
i can eat baby food!
it's so soft and ya.
hahah.
well, if you think i like baby food,
you gotta be kidding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOEY!

to you;
i miss you*

2005-10-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

i loathe myself.
why am i PMSing so often?
i'm sorry, MEANO;
i'm sorry JOE.
i'm sorry STACY.

you were the three who had to put up with the worst.
i'm sorry about my nonsense.
though i know 2 of you wont be reading this,
(most probaly)
still, i wanna apologize.
please take care
and DONT get upset over me
thanks for being such angels

2005-09-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say,
this week's been fun, definately
however scarry too.
i feel just so bless,
thanks ri, i know you're always there for me (:
love you honey.

oh i'll be putting my braces on the
monday right after the papers.
so yea.

into details now.
oh michelle is such a meano okayy.
she say she cant study with me aorund,
she tends to TALK and get distracted
but still, i like her
HAIR (: hahah

baby and i quarrelled last week
and i havent spoken to him since.
i know you've been trying to reach me,
however to no avail, quit trying alright.

i've got a thousand and one things planned
for post exams, got so much things to do,
but the upcoming band prac
will deprive me from doing so. =(

-till then, we shall call it quits-

2005-09-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

will you continue to shelter my way?
like you used to?
you asked me if i love you,
but the answer lies in you

2005-09-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

things aint getting any better,
i guess he hasn't read my blog.
i'm sorry for not taking any of your calls
sorry baby, i need some time alone.

-what can i say?
what did you do;
why am i in love with you-

2005-09-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

`i open my eyes i see your face,
i cannot hide,
i cant erase
the way you make me feel inside-

baby you know very well
that my heart has no room for another.
why are you still feeling so paranoid?
it hurts me so to argue with you
over such a misunderstanding you know

what can i do to make things right?
tears welled up my eyes upon
hearing the misunderstanding,
the shock robbed me of speech.
that explanis why i kept quiet
throughout the conversation.

our hearts are beating as one,
i'll stand beside you in everything you do,
where ever you go, whatever you do
baby i'll be there
with God as my witness
i will carry this through
till dead do us part i promise you

2005-09-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

here's the requested compo that i wrote. enjoy (:

Lass stood rooted to the ground as a haze of fear surrounded her. never has she felt this way throughout all the seventeen years of her life. the sun shone brilliantly and the water in the pond glittered invitingly. Lass sat all alone in her dark room with a heavy heart as she thought of the innocent life that was formed i her womb.

all that filled her head were the ways of breaking the newa to her parents about her pregnancy. who else could she turn to? not her friends ofr sure, by doing so she will only invite mockery.

her once french plaited hair is now hanging loose on her shoulders. Lass eyes brimmed with tears as the words began to reply in her mind. she was crushed by the waterfall of emotions, no words could express her agony.

as much as she wish to erase him from her memory, things turned out otherwise. the stubborn memories of him simply refuse to fade away. the times when they stood by each other, thoughout sunshine or rain, he promised to stay by her side just the same. she never thought that she could live a day pass without his love.

being very popular, Tom was crowned president of the student body. being seen with him, lass felt like she had won herself a golden ticket. however, everything soon turned into a facade, it all happened too serious too soon.

afterwhich, she gathered up courage and decided to triger the breaking news to her parents. she entered the room with her head bowede and squemished look she explained it all, hoping it will work like a charm

coppyrighted,
FAITH CHRISTINE LIM

p.s, i love you
it's almost the 4th month! =D
i wanna be with you forever

2005-09-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

i have troubles getting myself to study,
that explains why i'm here blogging.
you're all that fills my head.

i woke up at 2:50pm todayy
so pigg can. but i turned in late last night
so it's pardonable. (:

quite a number of upcoming test this week,
physics, history as well as cheena.
and the following week will be the start
of finals. ):
so fast, but im kinda glad,
we'll spend more time
having FUN after that.
can hardly wait! x)

2005-09-18T03:08:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so tired yet you want me
to hang on the line, you buffon.
hahah. i'm so tired can,
yet never too tired to stay
awake and talk with you (:

fine you want me to blog about my week.
stop laughing at me,
i capitulate okayy. ):
its hard for me to articulate
my words properly now
yes i know, but you still want me, dont you?

we've faced the good times and bad,
though it all we were there for each other.
and each one we faced as one,
brings us even closer
and i'm glad it did (:

oh well regarding the happenings of my week.
hahah. tuesday!
i went for dental,
my dentis is so rough like can
she please be a little more gentle?
hahah. and i'm surviving on
porridge the whole week.
it hurts.

acutally, i guess this is all i can
recall about my week,
cause it has caused me so much attention.
hahah. OH OKAY, i remember another thing.

i saw his mother and him and serene centre
the other day! which was.... oh, just yesterday.
HAHAH. i was at mac studying with nana
when you talked passed.
i dont know what made me looked up
but i just did anyway.

yea. he was in his school U and
aunty didnt seem in a very good mood.
i've been beseeching him about this matter for hours
however, to no avail.

2005-09-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

this day has marked my 15th birthday
and im truly contented with all that
i've been blessed with for the past 15 years.
i can never thank God enough,
and all those wonderful
people who have made my life a little brighter

and contributed trails and tribulations to my life.
they have all played a part in
making me who i am today.
the next 15 years of my life will be the best
years in my life yet.

all the countless blessings,
i can't help but feel so blessed

heartfelt thanks to:
YOU! (p.s i love you)
ri!(honey!)
my bimbo!
deanna
siew
vivi
vivyan
chloe
maine darling
jm
selvi
nasreen
sallymark
sarah chan
vanessa ho
jonathan
samuel
denise
josh
jerms
joy
molly
cai yan
amanda tan
audrey lee
nisha
ji min
caryn
wan ting
zara
alex
cleave
phyllis
sandra
fariza
helen
stacey
jo
valerie CHUA
and of course my BELOVED SIS!

sorry if i have missed out on anyone.
to all these wonderful people,
you've played a part in ym life in one way or another.
for others it was perhaps your
birthday gretting or present.
anyhow, THANK YOU! (:

whatever changes i may undergo in the future,
may the Lord bless and guide me.
hide me under His wings forever

2005-09-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

dont try spit on me and shame yourself

i will trust in you no more

keep your lies out of my reality

i believe in no one but myself

`it all goes behind closed doors

your heart is my sky

2005-09-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GRACE!!!

had chi oral!
it was good, i'd say (:
as high as my hope flies,
i hope the result will too show.

suppose to meet leow for prata
but she went to the bird park instead.
hahah. she went to visit my fellow penguins!

we met up after my oral.
went to his house,
he was freaking handsome today.
i felt like a million dollar
being seen with him

people must be thinking we're mad,
he had wanted to take a cab to his house
but i insisted that we walk there instead.
the journey was about,
from wheelock to ps.
seems long, but it paid off.
wont be seeing him till hahah

i felt eyes on us as we strolled.
probably because he looked good
or perhaps i was in my school uniform.
ass, i can't take my eyes off you.

tried as i was,
i slept on his bed while he took his bath,
cause i told him he smelled.
hahah. i was lying actually.
i just wanted him to smell good,
he was smelless. hahah.

i was awoken by his cuddle
as he laid beside me after his bath.
so sweet okay i tell you.
then i played with his hair.
if anyone saw him today,
you'll think he's such a turn on.

met my dolphin,
penguin loves dolphin! (:
cheer up okay.
i'm always here

he'll be calling so i'll go pack my stuff first.
take care all!
and to my sec ones,
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR TEST TML!

2005-09-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

spoke to LOE last night for 2 over odd hours.
i had a great time,
but i was once again reminded,
"heartbreaker!" exclaimed loe.
i felt so bad.
i dont wanna break another's heart.

its for real this time,
thats for sure.
i love HIM the way HE loves me (:
i know i ought to set my priorities right,
but still, i've made up my mind.

oh well, i love LOE! (:

off to chi oral,
God bless me.
i didnt go for dental today,
didnt call to cancel my appointment,
God bless me

2005-09-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DOLPHIN!
PENGUIN LOVES DOLPHIN!!! (:

your arms are my castle

2005-09-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

OMG. it was so scarry.
SO SO SCARRY.
now i understand why rachel
felt that way when she was being
chased by a guy for her number.
i thought it was rather absurd
when rachel said she cried.
i TOTALLY UNDERSTAND NOW
i wish i had allow him to send me back

as it was dark, it was too vague.
i was waking all alone by the long wavy
path way leading me home.
thinking all about his sweetness.
then came a whistle,
i looked frantically around
however to no avail.

then the whistle came again
i stopped searching,
numberous ones i heard,
one after another, repeatedly
i quicken my pace.
then i heard some shouting going on,
however i havent got an idea
where they came from
all i knew was that there was a group of people
from not very far behind me.

i speed up even more,
whistle came again
and someone shouted,
"hey! dont run lah!
make friend! make friend!"
by then i was so terrified
that i was almost on a verge of tears.

at least it doesnt huant me anymore now
it may not sound scarry to you at all.
but wait till you walk that narrow path
all alone by yourself in a dark and quite
alley. only then will you understand.

he played for me
nsync- i believe in you.
omg, it was so sweet okay.
esp the lyrics of the song.

"from the day you came
you gave me a whole new point of view
i've been touched by an angel
its impossible but true"

out with jm and andrew today.
jm left early
so andrew and i went to national library.

drew told me that national library
is so big for nothing.
i was puzzled till i reached the library itself.
13 stories + 2 basement
YET you can only officially use ONE floor
which is b1. horrible i tell you.
and its so cramp at level one that
you cant even find a good spot to sit on the floor.

oh well,
P.S, i love you (:
dont worry about me okay

2005-08-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

pardon me,
im gonna start telling some people off now.
it's getting on my nerves.

irritating people who dont have their own originality;
come to my blog and copy what i say all day.
com'on! whats with you?!
limited vocab?! are you that weak with your english?
even simple words you wont let go,
are you trying to bring the message across that
you're so jealous of me that you had to make
your life sound similiar to mine on your blog?

am i so stylish that you've got to keep
following what i say?!
and what i tell jonathan is from ME TO HIM.
not for you to copy and tell another person
as though the words they all came from you.
my phrases, everything.
get a life okay!

if this carries on,
my blog shall tehn be password protected.
see how you're going to find your way through
you're such an irritant.

your infantile actions irk me totally.
stop saying that your close friends copy you and all,
well, obviously the pot is calling the kettle black.
thanks for all the attention,
i didnt know i was that attractive

you may wish to continue showering me with all
the attention, i'm beginning to enjoy it.

2005-08-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY
love ms tan
ms soh,
MR SAMY! (:
thank God for all my beloved teachers.

oh well.
i'll be visiting the dentis in 6 days.
i need to take a picture for my ic
before that,
otherwise i'll appear having 2 wholes in between my teeths
should i postpone the appointment?
i hope my ulcer recovers before the appointment.

i'm so tired,
the sight of her irks me.
i've been closing an eye
but shes really going to far.
but im sure God placed her in my life for a reason,
HE'S MOULDING ME! (:

went out with SIEW !
i love love this toilet queen
oh, and i saw cherry!

one touch from you and this world mine

2005-08-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

my ulcer hurts like crazy,
especially during band prac today,
i practially forced all the notes out,
from tunning note onwards,
and it's not getting any better.

light calvary is NICE!
i like that piece and i'm glad it'll
mark a start to POLKA! III next year (:
i want more of it!

oh and im elated today,
i'm so happy,
so very happy!
HAHAH
mr tan approved me of putting my braces!
OH MANN,
i was deciding whether or not to tell him.
i had to be responsible, i told myself.
so i gathered up courage and told him.
upon his reply, i heated a huge sigh of relief.

i'm so blessed.

LEOW OWES ME PRRATTTAAAAA!
hahah
i'm loving her

i want to be what you've alwyas wanted me to be
one touch from you and this world was mine

2005-08-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

gotta get up early for a maths tomorrow.
oh well. i jollywell wake up on time.
i slept like a baby for the entire
afternoon as soon as i got back.

it's so unbelieveable,
ms soh marked the chi papers so quickly,
we just sat for it yesterday and
they were returned back to us today!

i can't thank God enough,
i passed the test! omg.
i recall how disappointed i was after that test,
because all the sentences that i spent endless hours
memorizing had not been question upon.
nevertheless, i passed and i'm contented
though the marks weren't at all splendid.

yesterday was awesome,
went over to yee's house after sectionals
to have dinner and all,
it was great. hahah.
it's been long since we last had something like that.
daniel is getting ridiculously playful

was out with ZOMBIE on tues,
took neos, will up load it in a just a bit.
many things to get done during the weekend.

P.S, nothing stays the same, but the way you look into my eyes makes me wanna be with you forever. will i settle down and stop fooling around; are you just any other ordinary boy of mine?

PPS, i love you

2005-08-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA WAS AWESOME!!!
unfortunately during one of the melody
in disney march,
my stand gave way.
people gave comments like
" oh, your file dropped?
no wonder the volmume went down" :(
i'm so sorry people, i screwed it up.

however, on a lighter note,
i really enjoyed myself.
and im sure the audience did too!
i could see them dancing along with the music.

oh and ms tan came watch the performance!
so sweet!
not forgetting the even sweeter batch,
SCJ BAND!
omg. you girls rocks!!!
thnak you so much each and
every single one of you!
i was elated when you came to look for me!
you girls certainly made my day!

yayness,
hopefully we'll have another exchange real soon!
i've asked mr tan about it
and he agreed!
sec 2s,
get ready to meet this bunch of lovely babes!

and to my sec ones,
you girls have been of great help!
THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:

nic reminds me repeatedly to study,
but i just dont have the motivation
to do so.
whats wrong with me this year,
i havent got an idea why.
i'm sorry dear.

P.S, i love you ORIANA CHEW YI LING!
our date on sat, dont forget (:

2005-08-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday my bimbo!
yu're now 16!
heres wishing you nothing but
the best of the best for the upcoming years.
thanks for all the times you've stood by me;
for catching me upon my every fall,
and for all the love you've showered upon me.
theres not a thing in world that i'd ever
trade for your BIMBOship!
i love you, bimbo!

sick

2005-08-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

omg.
i just got to know this afternoon
that the whole of SJC band is going
to support us at the sentosa performance!

omg. so so sweet okayy!
did everyone hear that?!
i'm so excited to see them!
ISABEL! MERISSA! WENDY! CHOOR HOON!
YAYNESS!!!

IN SHORT
i miss SJC BAND
of all the exchange i had,
they were the only band that
left me with the sweetest memories!
and im dying to have another exchange with them.
gotta let our sec 2s see that awesome lot of people

maths revision test was hmm hahah.
all the lessons i missed,
reality finally smacked me in the face,
it's time to put a stop to those
'self declare holiday'
and dreaming of him during lessons.

i cannot afford to fail e maths,
its my only hope.
and it's my future.
it's essential to do well,
just for this subject.

to you;
ilovingyoustill

oh btw,
WATCH STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN EVEYONE!
it's an awesome movie which
brings the message across that
true love never dies.
i cried so many times upon watching it.
hahah. i'm gonna lend PHYLLIS THE VCD! (:

happy birthday audrey!
(15 solid years of ****i*ship)
i actually planned a birthday surprise for her before i left the clique. however, i brushed that thought aside upon leaving the clique. i had wanted this year to be her best birthday yet and for amanda, next year will be her turn. oh well. everything happens for a reason. now i can distinguish who were the real ones for me. it wasnt good going between cannon and lollipops. besides, i'm HAPPY, and contented with my life. theres nothing more that i can ask for than to love him forever. theres no turning back. i thank God that im blessed. bless my friends too, oh Lord. (:

2005-08-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

i know i ought not to be doing so
but i really miss you.
i'm sorry my sugar madness.
i just miss him all of a sudden.
*siv, you hear that? =(

andon, asked again,
i've made up my mind.
we'll NEVER be together.
i dont ever wanna be yours.
i want a lim or tan hahah.
besides, i have him in mind (:

2005-08-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

thanks for dropping by,
those few words,
those little actions,
that one smile,
little cuddle,
one kiss;
that means so much,
you melt my heart.

what can this world offer,
when all i desire is you

iloveyou

2005-08-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

sugar, i miss you badly,
so much so that im on the verge of tears
though its only been a day.
we were suppose to go out today,
but you had family gathering last min.
enjoy yourself alright,
i love you like crazy.

i will follow you where ever you may go

2005-08-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

i miss you,
the way you rest your eyes on me
makes me fall even deeper in love with you.
no one has ever won my heart like you did.

national day celebrations,
sing along was great,
i love my band mates! (:
*hints at shahira (;

SL meeting,
we'll strive towards a better
and even more united section.
i'm gonna be firm,
regardless of who you are.
my sec 2s, you're the future of the band
i cant go easy on you

waited over an hour for the bus to head to town
5 buses passed, all FULL.
fine, i crossed over and took 153 to sji's bus stop
and yea, 171 FULL again.
burrr i got so pissed okay,
cause jm, anna, viv and zombie
were all waiting for me.
and i decided to take a cab instead,
JAM at orchard.

fortunately my day turned around,
went on a shopping spree with jm!
mum gave me extra cash (:
yayness. i love mum and sissy.
wanted to have crystal jade for lunch,
however, it was packed and im lazy to wait.
hahah.
NOW, I WANT
- BLACK MANGO TOP! [$50]
- ZARA TEE! [$29.90]
- heels! [$49.90]
yesyes, im gonna get them.
trust them to be mine
and there goes a hole in my pocket

met den after that,
had marche for dinner.
oh my, we talk so much okay.
from 5-almost 8?
i just love that taitai so much.

shes making me ponder again,
ACJC or SAJC?
i bet i'll be getting in through backdoor.