- negative space - <3 sweetgoodbyes.

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

suicidestarvoodoo.allrightsreserved

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

so moving on.

MONDAY.
i had a hard time
having a good night rest.
my chest hurt so much
that it woke me up from my sleep
numorous times.

i kept drowning myself with
water each time the pain arise.
thinking that it's just
some gastric problem
inflicting in my body yet again.

15 mins before my
my alarm clock sounded,
the pain woke me up yet again.
i clutch on my knees
as i clutch my hand onto my chest;
hoping the pain would go away.

at 6:00am,
my alarm clock sounded,
i drag myself out of bed
despite the pain that was
almost killing me.

then i remembered my appointment
with bangbang and the surprise
appearance that i had planned for
surya. i withstand the pain
and went ahead to brushed
my teeth, thinking it'll all be alright.

afterwhich, as i made my
way back to my room to get
my towel,
i fell onto my knees that instant.
disappointed at the almost
unbearable pain arising in me,
choking me, growing even
more stiff each time.

i dragged my legs to my mum's room
and told her. guess what,
she was so tired,
she had almost no reaction
to what i said.

i made my way back to my room,
hugging my pillow to ease the pain.
i could hardly breath,
reluctantly i told myself
i had to say no to school today ):

no school = no tongtong +
no yokewan + no stupid bangbang
+ no surya ): life = boring ):

mum then brought me to
consult a chinese physician
in the evening.
why not a weatern doctor,
you may ask.
because i dint want to go through
xray and all those stupid stuff again.

i dont wanna say what's wrong with me,
in case of stalkers *hint. lol
close friends would know in detail (:

i miss my section

last goodbye
x8:38 PM

all ends well ;

birthdates (:
JANUARY!
5th: Daniel Tan, Ben
6th: Jazreel
8th: Maimuna
15th: Meliana; honeyy (:
18th: LIM BANGBANG!
21st: Clovis
22nd: Boon
24th: Jessica, Xuan
30th: Rachel Koh

events/schooooool
11th: A Maths revision test
13th: CCA fair
14th: POON YOKE WAN (:
22nd: SP concert
23rd: History quiz and English commom test
25th: MRT

THE BLESSED ONE

LIMBA
15! x)
blessed
st margs
band
trombonist

tell me you're blessed too!

Princess/Prince

Palace

whisper(smilies)

tell me you're blessed too!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

so moving on.

last goodbye
x8:38 PM

all ends well ; goodbye sweetheart