- negative space - <3 sweetgoodbyes.

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

so moving on.

hello all.
this would probably mark my last post.
and i'll bid goodbye to my blog too.
but i'll still reply the tags if there
are any. (:

you may think that it's abstruse
to put a halt to all the entries
at this present moment.

well, the main reason why
i'm doing this is because
i'm getting really irritated.
this particular person,
not to mention who* has been
constantly reading my blog,
and draft her post the way i would.

and i wasn't oblivious about this fact
in the past. i was well aware of it
but i didnt breath a word
because i thought i was being paranoid.
but reality now proves otherwise.
it's pretty obvious.
i dont blog with words and
sentences like: " i finish my hw liao,
lehx, lor, mah, ect. "
omg. it's serious damn annoying!

i am not trying to make a cavil here
but it's getting out of hand.
and theres no way i would say
something like "could you please
stop coming to my blog?"
right in her face.
i think this partivular person is
really being adacious.

to her, should you know who you are,
i do not know if you're doing it
deliberately or unknowningly,
anyhow, please show some respect for
me and have some dignity in yourself.

coming up is a something i
meant to blog about last week
however due to some internet
connection problems,
i wasn't able to blog
so i had it draft out on a piece of paper.

the rain made gentle tapping sounds
near the window as the dark sky began
to express it's anger through the
sudden down pour and the harsh
roudy roars of thunder.

I sat in my bedroom as the thought of
you struck me. the scene of the both of
us played in my mind as i wondered
how things could have turn out
should i have gone down today.

how we would run together for shelter
and you would take me to seek refuge
in somewhere cosy yet warm.
the way you stared at me as i glance
up the sky questioning when the sky
would run out of tears to cry
as you reassured yourself
with the phrase
"she's the one for me"

i shut my eyes for a brief few
seconds as i felt the cold
breeze swept pass my face.
i fluttered my eyes open when
you broke the peaceful slience
between us.

" i'm glad you came today"
you said with a smile. i returned
you a smile in asknowledgement.

as we drift away in our deep
conversation unknowingly.
my phone sounded as i recieved a text
from an alter ego of mine when we both
realised that the rain had almost
stopped and it was time for me to go.

"i think i have to make a move now"
i said reluctantly.
"yea, i think you should, can i send
you to the bus stop or where ever
you're heading to?"
i smiled and we both approached
the corridor as you ask "when will i be
able to see you again?"
with your eyes questioning mine.

i hesitated painfully for a fraction
of an instant

to be continued.

last goodbye
x11:24 PM

all ends well ;

birthdates (:
JANUARY!
5th: Daniel Tan, Ben
6th: Jazreel
8th: Maimuna
15th: Meliana; honeyy (:
18th: LIM BANGBANG!
21st: Clovis
22nd: Boon
24th: Jessica, Xuan
30th: Rachel Koh

events/schooooool
11th: A Maths revision test
13th: CCA fair
14th: POON YOKE WAN (:
22nd: SP concert
23rd: History quiz and English commom test
25th: MRT

THE BLESSED ONE

LIMBA
15! x)
blessed
st margs
band
trombonist

tell me you're blessed too!

Princess/Prince

Palace

whisper(smilies)

tell me you're blessed too!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

so moving on.

last goodbye
x11:24 PM

all ends well ; goodbye sweetheart