Sunday, November 06, 2005
so moving on.
a broken record of your words play over and over in my mind.did i give you the power to destroy me?i won't let this be another period of apprehension,never will that happen again.i've cogitate about it, spoke to ratty on the phone yesterday,she said i was a bit too much.but on the other hand,it just seems like both of us are having cententious behaviour towards each other after that incident. it's an abtruse feeling.you always tell me that you're contrite,but how true can that be?action speaks louder than words.sometimes i feel like a certin having to believe all your what you call "white lies"i knew right from the start that i was skating on thin ice when i got "involved" with you.but your attention was irresistable.i need to find a solace,to rest my mind.i dont wanna continue this battle.i wanna end this cold war,what i call- the SLIENT war.i wanna frown no morethe days now seem undone,but i know one daysunshine will defeat the storm.therefore i thank God
last goodbye
x12:44 PM
all ends well ;
birthdates (:
JANUARY!
5th: Daniel Tan, Ben
6th: Jazreel
8th: Maimuna
15th: Meliana; honeyy (:
18th: LIM BANGBANG!
21st: Clovis
22nd: Boon
24th: Jessica, Xuan
30th: Rachel Koh
events/schooooool
11th: A Maths revision test
13th: CCA fair
14th: POON YOKE WAN (:
22nd: SP concert
23rd: History quiz and English commom test
25th: MRT
